Vulnerable as she is at times, she has never given up

2008-01-01T14:22:00.001+08:00

Find out more about Michelle Qiu at :

michy-exquisite.livejournal.com/

www.subtly-michelle.blogspot.com

I'd see you, loveliest there :D !

HAPPY 2008!!!

2007-04-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Blog shifted to : http://mymemoir.wordpress.com/

comment all you wanna over there! only the approved comments will be published =)))

See yaa!

xoxo,
Michelle

2007-04-22T16:56:00.000+08:00

Happy 21^st birthday to CHIBI MARUKO CHAN, JAMIE CHYE GEK WEN!!!

My gorgeous baby! I love you baby <3

A bunch of lovelies celebrated jamie's 21^st on the Saturday night and counted down for her at a pub. The night was marvelous with the presence of the rare VIPs and the stunning host, the STAR of the night, Chye Gek Wen.

My dear baby chye gek wen, I hope you had a wonderful night and a memorable birthday spent with us. Tell me that you love all the presents that we had especially gotta for you =))

More updates will be up soon after....

2007-04-19T12:02:00.000+08:00

Mambo Night at Phuture II!

Continue from where I had left....

Bumped into my cousin, Siu wei that night. It has never came across her that I'd go clubbing, and she was rather taken aback when she met me. damn hilarious. As both of us were rushing to another place which explains why there was only one peeture taken with her.

Alrighty, that is all for now folks. I am pressing time to school now! weeeeheeeeee

Have a wonderful thursday peposss!

2007-04-10T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody!

Here is michelle's spree, saving her closet!

This is based first come first serve basis; first confirmed buyer will get the item at the price stated. Postage will be waived. Will only be doing normal mail for all though. There is no meet ups and no registered mail. Item will only be mailed out once the payment had been made.

Do take note that I will not hold responsible for any lost mail.

Any enquiries on the items do email me at myconceal@gmail.com !

PS: do indicate the item no. via email.

#01. Yellow tank top. Brand new.

Size: XS
Price: $8

#02. Mango blue dress. Worn once.

SOLD TO YVONNE

~~Size: S~~
~~Price: $20~~

#03. black & white polka dots dress. Worn once.

~~PENDING FOR YUN~~

SOLD TO YUN

~~Size: Free size~~
~~Price: $17~~

#04. Topshop halter top. Worn once.

Size: topshop 12.
Price: $10

#05. Forever 21 "no pictures please" black off-shoulder. Worn once.

*can be worn as a dress*

~~PENDING FOR YUN~~

SOLD TO YUN

~~Size: M~~
~~Price: $20~~

#06. Black elegant lacey dress. Worn once.

~~PENDING FOR FOEN~~

SOLD TO FOEN

~~Size: free size~~
~~Price: $12~~

#07. 77th street dark blue denim.

Size: L
Price: $12

#08. Ebase black "kimono" style top.

Size: S
Price: $10

#09. Tangs, Studio Retro polka dots skirt. (above knee length). Worn once.

Size: M
Price: $15

#10. Kimono top. Worn once.

PENDING FOR SARAH

Size: free size
Price: $8

Thank you and enjoy!

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Replies to taggies:

To gnip: you're welcome =)

TO Esther: hey sweetheart! it has been really long since I last chatted with you. I hope everything has been going smooth and well for you over at aust. Happy beloved easter to you too! yes, of cos' we will always keep in contact as frens. call me again when you're back in town. Miss you! Hugs~

TO yw: I've already texted you =D

TO roxy: hey there!Nice meetin' you too. really? she did? haha

TO KO: yea, he is the source of entertainment over here.

TO Stan: haha. Most prolly i guess.

TO Rong: hey there! haha thanks rong! all thanks to my gfs great recommendation of music =D

TO haha: the song title is "make it mutual" by Olivia Ong.

TO angeline: dearie! I miss you so much too! quick get your com done!

TO anonymous: one after another.

TO joy: I cant be bothered with 'em. go ahead ppl. you're the source of the entertainment of this blog. I miss you too darling. take great care at genting! yes! will meet up with you real soon upon your return. love you baby.

TO gwen: baby, I love this tag of yours. So funny. yea, I wanna SLK okie!

2007-04-08T15:16:00.000+08:00

Replies to tags:

TO mitch: hey mitch! I've linked you too =D haha we love those unglam pics of yours thou', you were damn cute that night! Nxt time we won't and dare not allow you to drink that much!

TO eugenemon: haha. you're right. most my com spaces are occupied by pics.

TO magic: really? you were there too? haha. yea, that night was a blast with the crowd.

TO nil: haha. yes, he will. well, you can try. you never know that he actually will pick you up =*P

TO elincia: No prob sweetheart. Huh? take pic tgt?

TO JOANNE: We shall meet up soon on another day! and this time gonna be a REAL meet up! haha

TO samantha: yes, I've mailed you =)

TO Rong: I don't often go clubbing. My parents are really strict. LOL.

TO CR: thank you! yea, I will take good care of myself. you too, take care! cheerios.

TO gnip: heya! I'm currently using ZA foundation. You can log on to this blog, www.keep-u-pretty.blogspot.com which inclusive of many beauty tips =) I hope this helps you.

TO sharon: yah, they have alr told about you. haha. cya ard!

TO zach: thankssss =D

TO darren: linda liao? haha. that's really very flattering.

TO kenny: thank you =)

TO nadea: baby! I just met you last evening! and i'm already missing you very much by now =( it was a very fun and filled with laughter night spent with you and that aloof yaya! HUGS~

TO ZL: really? haha. thank you!

TO GF of mich :) : I know who you are! I love you my dearie! and he just cldnt get over with it. funny and psychotic dude. haha

TO den: hey there! thank you!

TO magic: hiya! thank you so much! yea, I won't be bothered, so no worries, I'd keep bloggin' =)

TO passer: yah, I cldnt believe such ppl exists initially. let him be, he lives in his own illusion paradise.

TO yw: hello yawen! haha. very good! I bot it at isetan! at the undergarment dept! got black and white color. quick go and grab it! it will look nice on you!

TO kime: hey there! thank you so much =) I won't be bothered by him. cheerios!

TO Rong: he never will listen. he has been living in his own illusion fairyland. let him be =) I will just delete all of his tags if he continues.

TO roxy: yea, I agree too. thank you =D cheerios.

TO Dom: hey there! thank you!

TO eugenemon: I had alr banned his IP add. I've no idea why is he still able to tag.

TO passerby: hi there! That's a very nice and soothing jazz song, I like it alot =)

Next up will be my auction. Please stay tune!

xoxo,
Michelle

2007-03-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

Mambo Night at Phuture!

Firstly, I must warn you that there will be huge truckloads of peektures on this one or two coming post(s). we had three cameras in total that night. We were such cam whores that the peetures we took exceeded 400 pieces! I was having a major head spin while editing and compiling those pics we have taken. And apparently, it is almost impossible for me to post up all 400(+) up here, or then perchance I might be cursed for flaunting too many peetures.

Left to right: Chua, Angeline, Michelle Qiu (moi), Jocelyn, Sherilyn and Michelle Koh.

Headed to joy's in the evening and helped each other to doll up before hitting the club with the hotties. Changed different accessories and make ups only to make ourselves look better, I guess, that's what most of the girls did, am I not right? Haha.

We headed earlier to PS and grabbed a bite at secret recipe and settled our always-usual-craving, the yummylicious cake delights. This time we had different orders, apart from our usual chocolate/cheese cake, I had white chocolate while joy had mango delight. They were as tasty!

After that, we rambled around aimlessly while awaiting for the sherilyn and michelle koh's arrival.

Got in touch with angeline and friends and got into the club together. The night was spell out splendid because of the marvelous companionship. You, gorgeous, make the night possible. Indeed, I had a wonderful night and I'm anticipating for more of such.

We had long island. This, which was the culprit that have nearly got me too liquored up, well, just a lil' tipsy; I just couldn't balance myself and walk straight. Haha. Mitch is far worst than I was, she was totally wasted, I bet she certainly have no idea what she's been doing that night. mitch, the next clubbing with you, you shall be forbidden to sip too much. haha. She had been mumbling that she is okay but have no idea why is she this drunk. Superb cute!

Sherilyn was my new found friend, she is such a hottie!

The ladies sock hop till the club closed at 4am. The night was absolutely wild and blast! We headed home separately; joy sent mitch, while angeline tagged along with me waiting for lionel to pick us up. I must really thank lionel a big time, having to always sent/fetch me here and there without a tad complain. Thank you so much my one & only supreme buddy!

That's all for the night.

Stay tune for more peetures! LOVES~

To be continued….

{Replies to tags:}

Nil: Haha. yah, it might promote youthfulness but what has it got to do with improve IQ?? improves complexion? Are you sure? And that isnt a weight loss plan diet! that is a putting on fats diet!

Angeline: My hottie! yea! we, indeed, had lotsa of fun, didnt we? I love you! cant wait to meet you tmw evening for more shopping! HUGS~

Rong: haha. ur fren? hmm... yupp! drinking plenty of water is good! ice cream is another huge evil temptation!

Lionel: yea baby! thank you so much =DD

samantha: hey sweetie! really?? you do? thank you! really nice hearing that =D yea, sure! you can mail it over to my email and i'd add you up =D

shar: you're most welcome =) yea, I will try to blog as much as I can! thank you so much =D

samorbit: heya! chicago steakhouse is located at orchard, cine. actually, I am not very sure with the pricing, approximately $10 +, not exceeding $20 for their steak and the brownie should be approx. $5+ if I did not remb it wrongly =)

CR: haha. the price is as yummy too =) ain't very costly I promise =D

nadea: OMG! I miss you my precious! I wanna meet up with you and yaya soon but seems like you, girls have been pretty busy with your stuffs =(

Rong: haha. yea. I love all my gfs very much! I am really blessed with them ard! thank you! you're really sweet =D Happy day to you too!!! cheerios

Sherilyn: hey babe! I've linked you! I've gotta the pics too! We had a great night didnt we?!?! haha. you shldn't have left that early! arggghhhh~

Stan: haha. If hadnt met the Mr. right how can they get marry? =)

ZL: haha. they are really yummy!

eugenemon: haha. I bet you will get married easily!

Rong: ya, that's pretty true! teeeeheeee

JOANNE: weeeeheeee~ today is a happy day for us! in fact, a super duper happy one! finally, we have made it possible! I cant wait to meet you on sun! cya babe! HUGS~

Caesar: haha. I've linked you! cya ard!

2007-03-26T04:19:00.000+08:00

Girlfriends' Love !

I had a date with jamie for the entire Sunday initially, but we switched to feasting out at Chicago steakhouse with lionel instead. Boy, do I love those mouthwatering dishes served at Chicago steakhouse! It was surpassingly recommended to dine in at! They served wonderful pan fried fish fillet and steak! Not forgetting the crispy calamari! The only dish that I do not really take a fancy of was the oyster mornay. Anyhow, I am not an oyster lover; in fact I do not take oyster! Haha. The cheesy crust on top of the oyster was tasty though.

The dolls are brought back from Phuket...

Michelle - Long hair doll

Jamie - Short hair doll

I was raring to savor the most recommended dessert, brownie with ice cream, as I've had heard many raves on it! but, I was extremely luckless, the last brownie was served before I had my orders done. Super-duper disheartened! As I was really craving for some sweet dessert, chocolate to be actual, thus, I dragged Jamie and Lionel to coffee club for more pigging out! We had the delish muggy mug pie and banana cheesecake! I'm totally in love with the mug pie! It is so huge! With my all time favourite topping! Oo..my! I am getting horizontal with all these splendid stuffs stuffed into my stomach. How?!?! I must do something to shed off them! Rescue moi!

I really relish hanging out with that crazy girl. Endless of laughter I had with her presence. Just picture the image of her and her craps I would almost burst out into laughter even being alone in the train. And I will have to try erasing off all the image of her and craps before I could even press on to my laughter any longer. We have even once confessed that if anybody did happen to stalk us, he or she will conclude that we are mentally unstable and need immediate doctoring. She has never failed to deliver smile and happiness to me, the sweet lil' gesture of her is enough to melt my heart! This time, she got me a water bottle, and I really need one! Drinking plenty of water is healthful! Therefore, a water bottle is a must at anywhere (with water filled)!

Conclusion: a wonderful Sunday night spent with my lovelies! How about UUU???

Anyways, I finally have got the chance to meet up with my long lost LAOPO, Juliana chan! She finally has got this lil' time to spare for me after many donkey months! I've always reminisce those secondary school days when we were preparing for our exams, she would pop over at my place to mug, and never fails, we will end up doing more yakking then mugging! I remember those days that we had to rush from school back to my place for tuition. The sweet splendid secondary days I've spent with her. Despite staying a street away from her, I had never got the chance to bumping into her at our neighborhood. My parents were always the one coming to me telling me that they have seen Juliana here and there, and how much she have changed. So we always say that we are always this near yet so far. The day was really a good catching up session with her, I really love sharing my innermost thoughts to her, besides being a good listener she is, and she always shares almost the same sentiments as I do. I certainly do not have any difficulty in baring my heart to her. I am really blessed to have so many wonderful girlfriends around and I am really thankful for that.

Lovelies, you know I love every one of you! ♥ ♥ ♥

2007-03-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

These days

IT show

Working is always fun when your colleagues are as convivial. I make a couple of new girlfriends. They are really a nice bunch of girls. I'm especially close with Angeline and Beatrice. Angeline always shares the sentiments as me on things, which amused us too (both scorpion, that is why). We are really alike, and we hit it off really well. We helped with each other sales as a team and achieved the top sales promoter title! Prior to that, we have actually been approached by a couple of companies. I was rather taken aback when IPOD approached me. Scream with excitement* they wanted me to give them a beep, and had already booked me to work for them in the next show. Wow! 'm really flattered.

Working at the IT show is a real fun work experience. Bumped into many familiar faces, I caught jasmine in the ladies and pulled her into the camera. Yea, angeline and I brought our cameras on the last day of the IT show and smuggled our cameras into the ladies. This spells cam-whoring time! Working could've been a real dull without the two ladies' companies. So, even after a tiring day at work, we've decided heading to starbuck to chill out. Supreme buddy, lionel came picking me up at last day of work and hence, joined us for a drink.

Angeline edited this for me. Ain't she sweet? LOVES~

The babies I adores most.

I was out with my family and relatives to dinner at changi golf club. Gosh! They have very nice sea scenery, very strong and peaceful sea breeze. I've always taken a fancy of going to the beach, as the sight of the sea allows me to cast all my troubles aside and thought about nothing but indulge in the wonderful relaxation. Now, the usual will have another place to chill out at and the venue for our golfing session will most likely to be allocated at.

after dinner, dad drove me home and got prepared awaiting for the usual's arrival at my place. We drove to siglap, HK café. Finally, received the beautiful boots from jamie and the gifts brought back from NYC & Taiwan. Thank you so much jamie chye!

Now, speaking of jamie chye, she always surprises me with things that I never thought she would do. She is the sweetest friend; she did a video for me hoping that it will ease my mind and pull out my stressfulness. I was this close to tearing upon watching it. She did it in the wee and sent it to me at almost dawn. I was at lost for words and felt really blessed to have such great friends around when things hadn't been going on my way. I thanks god for being so kind to me. Jamie chye has never failed to cheer me up and enlightened me when I’m feeling like a complete pessimist. Can you picture that just a word from her, my emotion will be revised instantly from down to up. I really love her, even though we often bicker (in a way good way, not bad). When there's jamie, there's laughter. School is great because of her. She's my entertainment, while I'm hers, and she's my greatest gem! I love you Jamie Chye Gek Wen!

The video

I was out again with the usual for dinner and movie. I really appreciate having you guys around, the kind of love and concern you've showered on me. No words is able to describe the appreciativeness I feels toward you all. Without jamie's help, I would still be as pessimism and upset. Jamie, you're my lucky charm! HUGS~ anyways, after movie, it was rather late, so jamie came over to my place for the night. Practically, we did not catch a wink; we had a fabulous chat throughout before jamie left at 7a.m. we had plans for vacation on the coming September after school. Anticipating for the day to arrive.

Music and lyrics was the movie that we have caught. I thought it was nice. A romantic comedy that suits everybody's like. Haley Bennett has a real beautiful smile like Jessica albert, I really adores their smile! *Envy* Hugh Grantt's charismatic caught my eyes and sweep me off my feet with his great vocal. I love those songs that had been projected in the movie, they are really nice! And guys with charisma really charm me from head to toes. I really dig such romantic flick; it makes me to be in the mood for love. I'm in for more of it!

if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

2007-03-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

Meanies' LOVE

Finally, meanies come together after two months. We hadn't been seeing each other ever since my school commenced. School always dominates most of my precious time, and the usual faces I have been seeing were jamie chye and guys. I miss my precious girls so much. but, indeed, distance makes us grow fonder of each other. Having to listen to each other problems and what has been happening lately attentively. I really loathe the idea of people just glide by my talks or just casually sending me a couple of replies and took my words for granted. I would rather stop wherever I am at and discontinue my sentence. As such replies/reactions only proved how boring my topic is to them. I am a nice person, so I'd certainly wont waste anymore of these people time to bore them out =) alright, I'm getting a lil' off track. Back to what I am suppose to be blogging about. My lovable ladies.

We yakked about the usual nad's favourite topic, that is marriage!

Nad: when do you think will you get to walk down the aisle with the one you gonna spend a lifetime with?
Michelle: I guess I'd never get marry. *all burst out into laughter* I will adopt one or two children. I'm afraid of loneliness.
Nad: but, serious, what is the ideal marriage age for you?
Michelle: no idea. It is all predestined.
Nad (looking at both yaya and I): I think if any one of us meet a mishap or something bad occurs bad to us, michelle will only throw one glance and blurt out that it all predestined, needless to remorse over it.

Tell me, how can I not love them, they know me inside out and has always quietly standing by my side, telling me how good I am, when I've lost faith and confident in myself.

We took one another's hand and laughed at our own stupidity. You know, you girls, played a significant role in my life. I am the one who is always bemoaning about how you've neglected me and never once took the initiative to give me a beep, asking me " hey! How are you? " instead, you were always quietly paying all attentive to what's happening in my life. sometimes, it's not how long you've known the person, but how much you've went through with the person. How she/he had stood by you and listened to all your troubles and took all the hassle only to cheer you up when happiness is not at your side. I love you dearies!

A person's destiny, it always happens unknowingly.

2007-03-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

HR project & presentation

All these pictures and video were taken sometimes back, my groupmates and I headed to shu huey's for the making of HR video. We were having hella loads of fun. Lots of NGs in between. Having to burst out in laughter and kept forgetting our lines. Reminisce those moments were great. We have once enjoyed one another companies this much =D

The human resource presentation we had were super duper. Our lecturer appreciated the efforts made by the group and was rather enlightened with our presentation. That explains the kind of grade I've received for HR CA. anyways, we met lionel for lunching in school before heading back. As we merely had two hours of sleeps the night before, we couldn't wait to crash down right onto our cozy bed after lunch. Our dads were nice enough too sent us back home from school. Anyways, the HR video clip we had done for part of our presentation, which I wanted to upload onto my blog, but failed to, I have no idea why both youtube and photobucket doesn't allow my video to be uploaded. Various parts of the NGs were uploaded instead. Hilarious. To those who know us personally, you will love that. So friends, who wanna have a glimpse of the video do instant message me on msn.

Gwen Chye Jamie, I wanna you to get ur arse back here fast with my beautiful boots! And we shall go golf-ing soon after your return. It's always so grey and lifeless without your presence. Yea, right. you can LOL now alrighty.

And is anybody harbouring the intention of getting a mp3 or mp4 or something similar? Do drop by at the upcoming IT show, at Suntec exhibition center on the 8th to 11th March ♥♥♥

2007-03-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

These couples of months has been the most stressful and hectic period of my life. I have never felt this stress, for the very first time, I went for my exams without any sleep, without make-ups and earrings and I was having two papers for the day, all the way from 10am to 5pm. Bad? yes, indeed, I was a walking vampire for the whole day, even my classmates were taken aback with the way I looks. For the very first time, I broke into tears calling jamie for rescue in the midway of my last minute revision.

My intuition tells me that I'm ageing too. Tell me, with all the sleepless and stressful nights how can ones not age as time goes by? I need to recuperate my youth before it's too late to do so. I'm not the only crashing down. Jamie was close to tears one of those nights, for those who knows her well, know that she ain't a frail person. Si Ni and Cheryl were facing much more stress than us, nearing the completion of the entire course; they broke down cos' of one stupid full of theory module. I detest having to get all those words, theory stuffed into my brain. Like what my friend told me, macroeconomic is tough but never try attempting to fail business law (theory), which I shares the same sentiment on. What's done, had been done, needless feeling remorseful, no point cryin' over spilled milk.

Anyway, I had a video shooting in the morning and having to wearing 3 inches of heels for the entire morning resulted to this….................................

Gross. It looks like a tumor to me. Actually it is…

Continuing from the pictures taken previously at fisherman….

Time flies by in a flash…it's already coming to the end of lunar new year. How sad.

Replies to tags:

To nadia: my dear I miss you as much too! I told yaya that we most prolly meeting on this coming tues or wed alrity?

To lionel: yea…I know you love that…I like that too! Tasty^^ and thanks yea…

To anonymous: really? I'd check them out =)

To jaye: really? Wow! That's really flattering. Haha. Thanks!

To jia: hello! What you meant was the three dresses I wore during cny? The orange one is from topshop, blue from mango, grey from bugis village =) I hope that helps you.

To mic: ya right! You never gonna have another chance to win my money! You know why…

To passer by: heya! Thank you so much!

To nil: thank you so much =D

To CR: Happy new year to you too! Anyway, thank you so much! nope, I don't mind =D

To eugenemon: haha. Thanks. But I am not. I doubt that I can achieve such good result this coming round.

To b: yah! So shld I be happy with that or should I not? haha.

To girl: heya! They ain't cheats. So no worries =D

To egg: yea.. I’m waiting for that result slip of yours. Teeeheeee

To yaya: my sweetheart! I miss you so so much! I cant wait to meet you girls on this coming tues/wed!

2007-02-27T17:08:00.000+08:00

^A Big Grin^

Just got updated with my latest semester results! I was beaming with joys upon receiving it! Little did I expect, I could score this well for my managerial accounting! I love my MA lecturer! Weeeepeeeeee~ I'm prayin hard for the combination results with the coming exams will be this good too. I just gotta work harder for it! Cheerios!

A tinge of disappointment, having to receive a B for marketing, we could have done better. Anyways, best of luck to whoever is struggling hard with their final revision for exams! May the force be with you peeps! We will excel! ♥♥♥

2007-02-26T02:42:00.000+08:00

My girls

I've never failed to update myself with my girls' daily life, which of cos' by reading their blogs will do. That night, I read shikin's blog, her latest post on the five of us, shikin, nadia, ruq, yaya and I. gosh. How much I miss those days. Secondary school was the best time of my life I must say. you girls are one of the best gift that I've received in my eighteen years. Many times, we, individual, were too hooked up and busy with our personal stuffs that we have neglected the existence of our loved ones, who we hadn't had the chance to meet up with one another each and every day. But, girls, I wanna you to know that no matter how busy I am, you're always remembered and always been missed by me.

You know where you girls stand in my heart. It's irreplaceable. Whatever and whenever you needs someone to lean on, do not hesitate to give me a beep. Bear in mind that Michelle is just a call away. I love you girls! And please be happy. The real happiness I want to see that is always plastering on your face.

2007-02-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

Michelle's happy OINK OINK year!

How's everybody's collection of Ang Bao? Has your luck been good? Have you been winning piles of notes?

Chu yi (1).

Visitation to my grandma's is the usual first destination every year. I'd be wakening up especially early for preparation, and without fail I will be the last person to wake up and the last person to be ready for the visitation. Hahs.

My family is always the first having to arrive at my grandma's each year. My bro and I will idle around the apartment with nothing better to dealt with but keep pigging out on the new year goodies, while mum and grandma will be busy helping out with the breakfast.

New year is the time where all relatives or rather cousins will gather together, catching up with one another's life. This new year, I spent an appropriate of time catching up with most of my lovelies too.

After all the visitation and the collections of the ang bao, my dad sent me to meeting jamie and lionel to michael's, afterwhich, visitation to lionel's.

Dined in at swensen. Maybe, perhaps, it was new year that is why, their service crews took their own sweet time serving the dishes. Can you picture that we actually waited approximately 30 mins only for our desserts to be served?

Anyhow, our dinner was finally done at 10pm, our initial plan to movie was cancelled as most of the slot was fully seated, and we were only left with the 1 or 2a.m. slot. Therefore, we switched to ktv-ing yet again that night. my eyes were shutting down on me while singing, so we called the day at 1.30a.m.

Chu er (2).

Nothing much about it. except that I cancelled the visitation plan to peili's for steamboat, but headed to my aunt's for gambling session. luck was on my side that night, I won quite a few rounds of blackjack at my aunt's. ^0^

The buddies, Louie & Elston they have been classmates since two-years-old till now five-years-old. Ain't they adorable?

Chu san (3).

My maternal relatives were invited to my place for lunch and while father side relatives were invited to my place for dinner. my house became a gamble den that night. I was feeling lousy, or rather luck was not with me that night, I lost rounds of game of cos' ching ching $$ was involved lah.

At joy's we ordered pizza delivery, we had 30 pieces of sweet and spicy chicken and a large hawaiian pizza.

Even though my place was filled with relatives, I was able to sneak out to joy's to bian nian in the afternoon. The two notorious kids cried to tag along, when my aunt sent me over to joy's.

The night before.

we called pizza delivery! We just love pizza this much! yummylicious~

Rushed down to school for some examination tips that been given, and then my dad sent me to siwei's with joy for exams revision. And thanks to siwei for the free hop on back to my place. Joy came to my place to bian nian, and both of us were feeling itchy *blackjack* bling bling^^

lionel picked us up and we headed to fisherman. Cylene and boyfriend joined us but left rather early too. Soon after cylene and boyfriend's departure, William and jon joined us. We had a full house of fun that night. Rounds of game on blackjack and some laugh cracking of games. The forfeit of the laugh craking game (007 bang!) was going to different table of customers or to any strangers for a hand-shaking and new year greeting. I was the big loser that night. How lousy I was. I was required to dance/approach the waiter to play a round of blackjack and other embarrassing acts.

After all the fun, it is time for me to sit down and study for my forthcoming semester exams. I will be a good girl this time! So, I'd see you guys after the completion of my exams! LOVES♥

2007-02-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

Have a PIG fat year ahead!

I have been doing lotsa of shopping with my crazy girl, jamie chye. And hereby, I shall declare Michelle is officially bankrupted! Sigh* I should really learn to curb my spending and stop being such a spendthrift. Money doesn't fall from the sky. Hopefully, the intake of ang bao received during the Lunar New year will incur all those money I've splurged on the unnecessary shopping. Enough say on the $$$ affair.

I was out with my dearest darling to town on the previous evening. It has been ages since I last met up with her. I miss her truckloads!

Finally, after all our projects and presentations had been accomplished, we yet again, have the time to spare for each other. I guess it must have been a real wrong decision to make it to town that evening.

It was so crowded and prior to that it was pouring! These have instantly dampened our joyous mood for the meet up. The initial plan to head to swensen house for dinner was declined, as the down pouring had restricted us from making our ways there.

We rambled around the malls before decided to settle down at crystal jade for our dinner. Count us lucky, we waited for our seats only for a mere 5 mins and we were designed to the seats whereby a charm* woha were dining just beside us. This had instantly revamped our joyous mood! We just love eye candies this much! and god knows why we ordered this much of foodies. So we reckon that we just had our reunion dinner at crystal jade! The sumptuous reunion dinner had most probably caused us to put on 5 more pounds to our weighing scale, but, nevertheless, it was one of the most enjoyable and mouth-watering dinner!

We had 4 side dishes, 1 main course and 2 deserts! We do have a gigantic appetite, don't we?

Before ending this post, I would like to seize this opportunity to wish everybody a happy lunar new year! May all' have a prosperous year ahead! Ang bao is never too much! So get as much of it as possible! Loves*

2007-02-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

I have been having movie marathon since two weekends back. I've rented approximately 5 movies, for the past two weekends. I enjoy such relaxation, which I can lay back and think about nothing but indulging myself in my all time fav, romantic flicks. The best companions would be my comforting cozy bed and savoring rich chocolates.

These are the following DVDs I rented for the past two weekends:

- Break up

- Honey

- You, me and dupree

- Material girls

- Love wrecked

I love them all the same! But if it is a must to choose 1 outta 5, I would rank love wrecked to be in my top list! The magnificent view screened in the movie, which I've fallen in love with instantly. I wish to have a lil' getaway to such beautiful places. But when will this chance upon me?

My dear Jamie Chye, I am very SORRY for pulling sucha long face on sat, I promise I wont play around with words when I actually dont mean that way. I thought you'd know the hidden meaning. didnt know that you're that dumb. haha. Alright, I'm the dumb one. I'm sorry! but I'm still cool, and you loved my coolness right!

The red bean snow mountain? This is yummylicious! I love red beans that is why!

Know what? I dropped my laptop on the floor when I was watching the DVDs on my bed. This cant be any better. Resulted to this:

Anyways, regarding the previous upsetting matter with the lady have been sorted out this morning. Yea, we concluded with let bygones be bygones, take things easier and seeking forgiveness. I may be harsh and tough on my words, I agologise for that. The past doesn't matter anymore. The truth and false, we know the answer to it deep down, but we won't be bringing this topic up and pondering on it wont do us any good deal either. So peace out! ♥

2007-02-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

I miss my girlfriends very much. I haven't had any time to spare for any of them lately. I'm feeling pretty much not usual self without your presence. Do pardon me for being like a child whining for mummy to get me a new toy. I have no idea whether has ms kaur left spore for Australia, if she has already left, I'd be feelin' very much upset and guilty for not having to spare a lil' time out for my dearest bhupi; the horny. She got to be one of the greatest teachers you can ever find on earth. Andy tan pm me a couple of days ago, questioning me this " hey! Did you go for the outing with ms kaur yesterday? " I was startled for a moment. I do not have any idea regarding this entire outing. Khng li juan, what are you doing?!?! I hear no avail from you either. I miss you guys. Please let me know how everything is going on.

I miss my dearest darling the most! This must have been the longest period of time I haven't had meet her up, not even for a chat! Before this hectic work schedule we had, we have been seeing each other for at least twice in a week. I'm so not used to having my life without her. Darling, I cant wait to meet you on thurs! I abhor school so much that it's the main culprit, which has done us apart.

This wonderful moment we had at fisherman village. Just the two of us. The expensive heart-to-heart talk, having the wonderful sea breeze sweeping by our faces, the relaxation, the wonderful moment we had. I miss you my dearest gems.

Yes, my meanies, you're too not forgotten. I hear no avail from you too! Nur hidayah, you always comes in and out of my life so quickly, takes no initiative to speak to me, you dumbass! You stupid aloof girl! I hate you as much I love you! I hope I am able to meet you on the coming week. Give me a ring please. Don't you dare to complain that I did not ask you to call me! I did okay!

Deanson lee, don't you forget that you still owes me quite a numerous of things. It's paying back time!

2007-02-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

A lesson

I needs a ranting space to vent out all my frustrations and grudges over this silly teeniest matter, which involves the totally screwed ~~friendship~~ classmates-ship with this poor lil' deeply wounded ~~woman~~ girl. All lies and fraud underneath of her truth self. I have never thought of penning all these mean words down until the past day she have totally pissed me to the utmost that my endurance can hold, and I aint gonna let all these just gliding by as if nothing's gone wrong and having everyone thinking "oh, hey! She's nice! You're the bad egg!" oh c'mon that's so not me! Perhaps after reading all these, she will embrace herself to somebody's arms with her tears strolling pitifully down her rosy cheeks, and oh, she will thanks the person for lending her ~~his~~ her shoulders. But mind you, I penned all these down not feeling all wanting to slap the " bad girl " impression of hers mentally to you, as I obviously do not have such capability; I just wanted to rant on my frustration. You can chose to ignore and skip all these dumbass thingy, and ignore the saying on the bads, as sometimes, ignorant indeed is a bliss. As I rather not knowing and revealing the truth but the ugliest self of ~~hers~~ human beings. But at least, all these shits had actually taught me a lesson, and good self experienced lesson learnt after living for a whole good eighteen years. I am just too dumb.

It's a long story back to months ago, after the term semester my close classmate had abandoned me to somewhere else for school. I took her as my close friend, heed her advices like a sis, never thought of the stuffs she might say at my back and never thought of her coming against me when jealousy got overwhelm within her. All these only revealed when jealousy got better of her. When her important ~~guys~~ ones getting on a better terms with us that was where it all started about. Her mean words and moves that aint suppose to use on her girlfriend, not especially on the person's birthday. This, which, of cos', doubtlessly, have totally screwed the girl's entire birthday. She thanks her for that. she used hurtful and malicious words to comment on her girlfriend's behaviour, when this lady have actually took her as a friend and had never gossiped about her. As a friend of this lady I felt sorry for her, as she absolutely doesn't deserve such mean words. You must be totally clueless how we got to know so much. I just have a few words for you, just stop gossiping that much on others, having less obsessions on guys and take a breather for yourself, life definitely will be much better for you.

Presenting your weakness by whining upsettingly and pitifully to somebody ~~might~~ will gain you the sympathy and concern. But, hey, c'mon, we won't be that bothered by it, god knows they will visualise your truth self sooner or later. Unless a leopard will change its spots, will it?

Trust me, the things she have told us about you people cant get any better than what she has said about us. Just pictures the scene that when you actually barely know her and yet, she has already been talking bad about you that in fact, she has been treating you really nice like out of her truth self. And, of cos', it doesn't surprise me if she does tell ~~stories~~ facts that she fabricated, which had ultimately earned your trusts.

And let me remind you, what I've said are all lies, all fabricated by myself, don't believe any words that Michelle's typed on this page, just erase them off.

But still, I thanks her for the errands she had ran and the good deeds she'd done for me during the past months only to plaster a good image, it indeed did earn her a credit, but everything never will resume back like it was, of cos' she has her friends.

Don't take them like shits at the back like what you've took us as.

God bless.

On a happier note, yesterday was the o's results release day, I've received my os, English result, and yes, this time is a so much better result then the previous. I've gotta a B3 for it! Dummy nanny! I'm so happy! great satisfaction with such result! Cheerios people for me!

2007-02-09T21:23:00.000+08:00

Call me superwoman

Stayed wide awake for the entire thursday night only to meet the deadline of my marketing business plan report. This is not a last-min work. Something crops up and almost screwed the entire project. Collapsed straight onto my bed upon reaching home! I was totally burned out, but still I managed to drag myself to school. This is the second time that I went ahead to school without any sleep for the past night. I am still very tired and sleepy. My mind is whirling, I guess I shall go and get some more beauty sleep. I have the worst puffy eyes.

2007-02-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

we have been that near;
that close,
yet never did we once meet the line

we are two parallel lines,
with endless of tries in reaching out for each other,
never did we once fulfill that hope

tiredness gotta the better of us,
excuses were all that we gave,
now the only answer to it couldn't have been more vivid.
We surrendered,
We ought to move on.
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye.

Fear of the loneliness,
I'll overcome.
As time sped by,
nothing will matters that much anymore.

-black&whiteimvisualising-

2007-02-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

Habouring the thought of shiftin' my space and having not disclosing it to many. perhaps when I've got more time for it... and I will....

2007-01-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

A very sinful day!

Today shall be the most sinful day for me. I bet I must have gained X100000000000000 of fats! I ate so much today when I actually rants that I am not gonna have a single food consumed for the day initially! Oh gosh! Jamie was rather taken aback with my humungous appetite.

Tada tada!

The culprit that has caused me to put on more weighs on my weighing scale.

The heavenly luscious awfully chocolate! I have finally gotta a taste of it! when I've actually tempted with so many appraisal from people and yet did not owns the chance to have a bite of it. Jamie, shu hui and I were actually in school discussing on our HR proj when we actually come to the topic of awfully chocolate and I had a sudden craving for it. I thought they wouldn't be tagging along with me if I were to get it from republic plaza at raffles, we were loaded with a heavy managerial accounting text (except shu hui) and a laptop! (except Jamie) but after all the yakking on how divine the cake is, Jamie is very much tempted to go for it too. Haha. So yea, you're right, we headed straight to the destination to purchase our precious toothsome awfully chocolate!

I have gotta the rum and cherry chocolate, while Jamie got herself a banana filling ones and shu hui has gotta the all chocolate.

The cake is really moist! I have totally fallen head over heels for it. I love each and single bite of it! Try it if you're one chocolate cake lover//hunter! Hint* Mr.Lin, this is really mouthwatering I must say! are you drooling infront of your com now?

Anyways, speaking of the project discussion meeting we had earlier on, Jamie and I had an argument with one of our project mate over the presentation matter; we almost have the urge of slapping her! when we have actually explained the entire situation to her patiently for a zillion times, but she always ended up asking the exact question. She has so many excuses of having to push away the proj. meeting, which actually added salt onto the wound; make us almost wanting to kick her out of our group. Anyhow, now everything is going on a fine pace, and hopefully tomorrow meeting will be a smooth sailing, I beg no more hipcups.

Okay, I'm better off rushing my proj. and tutorials. Have an early night folks! Good Nighty!

2007-01-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

I have very lil' pics for this post, it's so unexpected and unusual.

Met the usual faces after school the day before. It was a very last min meet up, Jamie and I initially had different plans for the day, but have the sudden urge to actually meet up with the guys, so Mr.LIN came picking us up after he had cleared the traffic jam. We headed to Holland V for lunching at thai express. The nice ambience with the savory food makes the prefer venue for chilling, together with a couple of great pals. My innocent supreme buddy pissed Jamie out with his so not connected words to the topic that we were yakking on. As he didn't really cotton on to what Jamie was saying. The usual. It has been quite sometime since the foursome met up for such an exquisite lunching and whatsnot. It is still as enjoyable as before. After lunching, we had our usual mini concert held at town, party world. I really dig sucha ktv session with them. We headed back real early though, as each of us have different plans, so headed to different direction.

These are the very few pics that have been snapped. Unbelievable. Lionel's eyes had been removed as he was sleeping, yet again, when the flash flashed.

Jamie and I were about to heading back home after school one of the days, and then, again, Jamie had the sudden urge for KTV. And yes, we went to sing k, yet again, but this time only the two of us. We sang till our voice went hoarse!

And we had a fight; this time is a very bad one.

How bad it is I shall let the pic do some of the talking.

A broken glass.

How did it come all about? The song I have chosen is already screening but Jamie chye who was holding on to the mikes did not want to pass it over to me. I was flaming with red, I yell, roar, screams, bangs and whatsnot but still she refused to even pass one of the mike over. So I smashed the glass onto the floor! She stared in amusement! She surrendered the mike unwillingly only when I threatened her with the broken glass. Everything resumes back to its pace. Do you buy it?

I better get going with my proj! My schedule had been very tight over the past week and the following are not any exceptional. Rushing to meet deadlines, presentation preparations and oncoming tests and whatsnot. I need a time out!

2007-01-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

第一次看著你就為你心動
聰明的我怎能讓你走
第二次看見你我竟然失控
是我的錯請你原諒我
第三次看見你想要告訴你
我真的愛你是真的愛你
第四次看著你我有些要求
請你能夠安安靜靜的聆聽
一.讓我保護你
二.讓我照顧你
三.所有的要求不能當作遊戲
四.接受這命運
五.永遠不分離
那最後一個一定要說你願意
Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover I don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福到永遠

第一次看著你就為你心動
聰明的我怎能讓你走
第二次看見你我竟然失控
是我的錯請你原諒我
第三次看見你想要告訴你
我真的愛你是真的愛你
第四次看著你我有些要求
請你能夠安安靜靜的聆聽
ONE 讓我保護你
TWO 讓我照顧你
THREE 所有的要求不能當作遊戲
FOUR 接受這命運
FIVE 永遠不分離
說你願意
Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只希望給你多一點
Can you be my lover I don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福每一天
因為我Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover I don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福到永遠

你說你害怕因為受過傷
不需要害怕因為我不是他

Tell me so....
If you cares...
Not anymore,
it seems that,
it ain't the same.

2007-01-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

I had a bad dream last night, hence, a bad sleep I had. This ultimately resulted being overslept once again, I was really pressing for time and rushing like a madwoman. But I wasn't at all late for class =) pretty impressed yea? As I took a cab before taking the train. Anyway, managerial accounting as usual the most stressful module for this sems is thus driving me berserk! While I was busying taking down my notes and answer from the slide shown, Jamie chye who was sitting next to me kept polluting my mind with her nonsensical words, and I cant concentrate writing my notes, which caused me not having ample time to take down every notes that the lecturer have shown!

I asked her to give me a peace of mind when I am taking down notes, she can always whine and rant as much later, and she told me "you cannot write fast and talk at the same time meh? LOUSY!" irksome! She can be such a gall at certain point of time, on the other hand, she has never fail to get me into a serious laughing fit.

Having lecture without her presence is such a stew over at times, it can be so bored that I could just dozen off midway of the lesson. She's my entertainer, and vice versa, I am hers! Haha… she have once complained to me how bored she is when I was absence from school, she almost got killed by the boredom, she has never been that bored in her life. Haha this is when we come to realise the importance of our presence to one another, uh huh? Although we always fight (she always squeeze and twist my hands real hard, which got me whining in pain!) and I always hit her hard, which will eventually leave a red big patch aftermath, still we love each other very much! I know it and so do you ^^!

Tada tada

This is my very belated Christmas present from Jason ong. I was really surprised that you would actually drive all the way from your school to mine during your breaktime only to pass me the present. Really delighted! You're ever so sweet! Thank you so much my dearest! I absolutely adore it very much! It just came at the right time!

The bad heartbreaking dream I had on the previous night snapped the harsh reality right onto my face, which got me pondering on the matter which has been bugging me all these while. I thought it through and came up with a decision and it seems that the load I've been shouldering have been weighed off, I felt ease once again! Thanks for whoever listened to my whinning and ranting on how empty and helpless I felt (you guys know who you are!) fret not my friends, I am feeling absolutely good now! I dwell on it no more.

Okay, now I shall get on with my tutorials assignment! Have an early night folks!

2007-01-21T13:25:00.000+08:00

it has been a hectic campus life for the past week. Hasn't had sufficient of sleep ever since school commences. There are truckloads of assignment and project to be accomplished! Especially managerial accounting tutorials! There are umpteen of them waiting to be done by tonight. Burned out! It will only lead to the overwhelming temptation of skipping classes again. This is bad; extremely bad! I cant afford to miss too many classes this time. Arghh! Whatsoever, such torment will glide by soon after a couple of months.

Anyway, have you all start purchasing CNY clothes? Or is it too early to even start with it yet? Or is it your everyday/weekends have been spent purchasing CNY clothes, when it is not even nearing? Haha. I had started my shopping spree for CNY since last weekends. I had only managed to purchase a few dresses and tops. I still need my new pair of heels, clutch and bag! LOL. I have so many wishes to be fulfilled and yet the time allowed is so limited. this is also why I hardly blogged recently, beside the fact that I'm extremely lazy to even start typing about my so not-interesting, monotonous life. nevertheless, I will try my very best not to be as lazy and blog as often as possible, even with just those nonsensical and uninteresting stuffs?

Okay, now back to track, I had lunch and again with my supreme buddy, lionel in school. I was very late for class in the morning, as I was really tired and sleepy, and couldn't get myself out my bed even after my alarm clock had been ringing for quite sometime. Still, I dragged my feet reluctantly to school; I thought it's better to be late then never. I was planning to head the library for my managerial accounting test revision before my afternoon class commences, it was then, my dearest buddy, lionel, upsettingly told me that his appointment with the lady was cancelled. So we met up for lunching and of cos' lotsa of gossiping. Another minor shocking news he delivered to me. At least, my instinct was right all these while.

Random pictures.

Had lunch after class on the Friday with Si ni and Jamie at queenway, ikea. We had the famous meatballs, light smoked salmon salad and our all time favourite, cheesy cheese cake! I love the cheese cake most among all dishes! it is heavenly yummylicious! So divine I must say! Try it when you had frequent them!

Met my sweetest sweety birdie after parting with the girls. it was sucha sudden met up; my sweety birdie text me a message, asking me whether am I still able to meet her up, which I had actually tried dating her out for the day, but failed =( she rang me up and I asked her why all of the sudden? Her reply really got me twinkle, ''I miss you la…'' was her reply! Indeed, I was too, missing her very much, it had been a decade since the day I met her during her work. so she cancelled her project meeting and came down to tampines all the way from yishun only to meet me. I love you my sweety birdie!

The abuse I caused on Jamie's hands. Haha. We love to fight against one another. The aftermath of the fighting!

I also helped Jamie to tattoo her hand. I bet she loves it! and it's FOC can! Beautifully tattooed right? I might wanna to consider being a professional tattooist.

Two sat ago, after class, met up with lionel in school and head to town as I was meeting my darling, Jocelyn at 1.30pm for shopping and catching up with her of cos'! we had breakfast at subway. It's always great to have a warm sumptuous breakfast, as the starter of the day. And I have to especially thanks my supreme buddy, lionel, for the accompany, although you were extremely worn out due to not having ample sleep at the overnight chalet you had on the previous night, still you cast your tiredness aside to accompany me for hours until the arrival of my dearest princess. Thank you so much! You're the best!

Michelle koh, anita and sherlyn joined us later, and though we were feeling much tired out, feeling much like heading back home and not have any further meet ups, we met up with the ladies and rambled around the malls aimlessly. The shopping mood had all been vanished within the next second; we do not have any answer to it why so too, perhaps we were just feeling too weary and sleepy.

We headed to hk cafe without sherlyn, as she went to meet her boyfriend for dinner. the lighting and atmosphere of the cafe have caused me to have a massive headache, was feeling really tired, so I was rather quiet throughout. Decided to meet sweetheart, yaya to fish for my desired tube dress for the right size and colour. The ladies went ahead to kbox while I went meeting my girl at bugis.

Headed to town again on a Sunday with my sweet cousin, yiyun. Helped joy to get yawen's tube dress and off we strolled around the malls. It has been quite a while since I last shopped with this busy girl. We returned home rather early, as I was pressed for time to finish up all my assignment and tutorials =(

Okay, now the long overdued post on new year eve!

31 dec, new year eve = party time = yawen's bday!

Once again, happy birthday to yawen! I bet you'd had a wonderful bday spent with all your loved ones! May all your wishes and dreams come true and stay as gorgeous as ever! This is a belated one, but I have already wished you on the actual day right.

A new year, new start, hopefully everything will have a smooth flow this year. Year 2006 hadnt been a good year for me, it was a tough one infact. There were many ups and downs, encountered many setbacks, many lessons were learned, which was in a hard way. Hopefully this year may be a much better year for me.

The ladies and the gents went to MOS for the countdown. Initially, my plan was to have another sleepover at joy's with the girls, however, most of them couldn't make it for the night. joy and I were feeling rather bored but I wasn't having the mood and intention of clubbing at all, I thought the crowd would spoilt it all. We only decided to really go for clubbing in the evening, and we were really pressing for time for preparation. Cabbed down to joy's and afterwhich, picked steph up at her place and rushed down to mos, where the guys were already queuing up for the ticket.

It was so crowded everywhere, but the atmosphere was rather nice, having the festival atmosphere, everyone plastered smiles and joys on their face, was rather happening. Was supposed to meet lionel and Michael at the club, however, it was really too crowded, we even have problem squeezing in and out of smoove, and what make it worst was the reception was down! We wasn't able to reach each other and thus, we did not get to meet each other in the club. The havoc wrecking night ended at 5am and we dragged our tiredness and achin' limbs out of the club, feeling much drained, we thought of flagging a cab, however, all cabs were on call. The entire street seems to be in a mess. We only managed to hop on to joy's bro car after nearly an hour or so of waiting.

The gents, who have been looking out for us; the ladies and who have volunteered to exchange shoes with me, when my heels were killing my feet. Thank you so much guys!

I secretly snapped this when she was soundly asleep.

My lady, thanks for everything that you've done for me. I'd always be there when you needs me, giving you a shoulder to lean on, be it good or bad times, you will always have the girls who love you as much. The decision you have made, did not upset me after knowing how tough it must have be on you, but do be happy even for a moment, just live it and enjoy whatever you can! that's life all about isn't it? I love you my dearest!

2007-01-08T19:02:00.000+08:00

I've been real busy ever since sch commences. There are more and more projects coming up and this time we aint gonna do last min work! we definitely gonna give our best shot! No more hiccups! Haha. Jamie and I had been real good students, being rather attentive in class, which I thought this is a very good start! Hehe. Anyway, there are so much for me to pen down, I thought it would take me hours and hours to write all details down and ultimately ending up not bloggin' again =X so…I shall just let the pics to do most of the talking beside the x'mas post!

randoms....

was out with yaya on a fri, before sch commences, I was feeling rather low, some bad news just strikes me that early evening. Thank god, yaya was just by my side when I learnt the news. Yaya, thank you so much for being there, though you says nothing much but your presence has, therefore, already been much of a consolation to me.

sometimes, such simple life can be so beautiful as compared to the hectic realistic life. I yearn to have more of such simple life and moments spent with my loved ones.

Met up with darling in the evening last fly-day for dinner. though both of us were rather worn out after a day of school, nevertheless, that does not stop us from sparing some moments together. we had sushi at suki sushi, which locates at somewhere near tampines swimming complex. each plate of sushi costs only a 99 cents, it's hella cheap, however, the quality certainly is far incomparable to the usual sushi we had at sushi tei or other outlet of suki sushi... well, that's expected... anyhow, we still enjoyed the moments, catching up with one another! Nothing beats spending time with my beloved girlfrens!

Had lunch with lionel and jamie after our lectures, though lionel ends much earlier than us, we yakked about the usuals and I casually asked them to accompany me to my afternoon lecture, to my surprise, jamie said ''OK!'' Thank you so much my dearies!

23rd dec

baking session at yaya's. I was getting all ready to head over to yaya's alone, until I remembered I have to go over to my aunt's to get some other ingredients first. After that, I headed to yaya's with Isabel (she insisted to tag along) in the afternoon. I was extremely weary; I only had a mere 3 hours of slp that night. However, this did not stop me from the plan of doing some sweet stuff for all my dearies. I am extremely thankful to yaya and her parents! Thank you so much my girl! I love you and I know you do, very much too!

We had truckloads of fun web-camming! Isabel was all hyper and high infront of the camera! I had a numerous insane video of her snapped down, I'd upload that when I'm spared with more time to blog.

24^th dec

The Princesses' marathon at Joy's on xmas eve.

it was one of the best night. with the wonderful people, atmosphere, almost everything was fanastic. i had a great fun time with them. We had all the girlies' gossips, we diss and laugh over silly people. Haha. We had a wonderful and sumptuous BBQ dinner/supper before heading back to the room for our hair making and manicure session. I have to especially thanks yawen for me so beautiful and princess-like that night.

Beautifully manicured! We heart it totally! yawen did mine and adel, while Joy did anita's. Thank you so much yawen!!!

we played poker. My luck was extremely bad! I lost two consecutive games! I drank so much that I almost puke! But I wasn't the lousiest one. at least, I held my liquor better and was still very much sober aftermath, but joy, the host went all red and prior to that, she puked everything she ate that evening! We ended the game after cleared up approximately six bottles of breezer and carried on being a couch potato. All eyes were glued on the telly, as it was screening our favourite!

The lovely cookies I've baked for my dearies! They love it very much! delighted ^^

Boredom got better us, we decided to do something better than just idling time away tv-ing. Then, we remembered that we have sparkles that hadn't been used up. So we headed off to the pool with the sparkles. Lionel and Michael came exchangin' x'mas gifts, and left only at 5 in the morning. We were absolutely aloof girls, we screamed and yelled as if it was in the day, in fact, it was already 3 in the morning! Haha. It's Christmas! So have fun yea! Haha.

Joy's mummy took these two pics of us, these pics took her almost an hr to snap it right..haha...not an hr, that was tad too exaggerated... prolly like 10 mins??? We have a good laughing moment over it...

After the guys' departure, we switched off the lights and lied on the bed and continued watching telly. I do not know what has gotta with me, I felt awfully sick out of the blue. My gastric got the better of me. The pain just got overwhelmed, went to the toilet, feeling as much as wanting to vomit, but couldn't, I have no idea why too. I felt all itch over my limbs and palms. I thought I had chicken pox and this freaked anita and adel out as they never had chicken pox. Haha. They were worried sick that they stayed a distance away from me and left as early as 7. I was lucky; my dad called me and picked me up after learning that I might have chicken pox. Haha. It was a false alarm anyway! Lucky us!

I must really seize this chance to thanks joy and joy's mum for the great care and concern! Thanks my dearest darling for looking after me all night, helping me to ease my itchness with salts and warm water and consistently warns me not to scratch as you were afraid that it might leave a scar on my face. Thank you so much my dearest love! You had just warms my heart up with the love and care that you've always showered on me. I love you! I am missing you so much now!

The heavenly mouthwatering chocolate and log-cake! It was heavenly I promise! I'm craving for it now =(

The ladies shall go ZOO-ING soon!

And ya! My new year resolutions:

study hard! Attaining the goals and aims I have!
earn more money!
save up more and curb my spending!
eat lesser and work out more! To lose weight!
to be a better person! (^.^)

2006-12-30T03:18:00.000+08:00

At my lowest, I need you to be here. But you're always out of the sight. I do not know why, I wished you were here, whenever things goes the wrong way, it shouldn't have. I learnt that you're more than just a memory, more than a past of mine.

You've never tried to salvage it, when you told me it meant so much to you. It seems like a dream, like an illusion. The love and care has long been gone.

I need you,
But you weren't there.
Thinkin' of you,
doesn't help feeling any least better.
I miss you.

Never look back, we said
How was I to know I’d miss you so
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, I still miss you somehow

Still I wish you were here

2006-12-27T02:21:00.000+08:00

One litre of tears

I was rather moved by your small lil' thoughtful gestures. This is not merely a dvd, but some thoughtful efforts and time you've put in. I was really surprised upon seeing the drawing; it had never crossed my mind that you can be that sweet. Thanks my dear. I'm not only thanking you for that but also the each and every night that you've accompanied me through, over the line. Thank you so much!

I shall update my wonderful xmas eve with my ladies soon! I'm feeling rather tired to write a lengthy post now. So good nitey pepos!

::missing my darling hella loads::

2006-12-25T08:46:00.000+08:00

HOHO ! MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

Enjoy your xmas with your love ones to the fullest!

LOVES!

2006-12-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

Darling urged me to blog about my 18th bday celebration since I've got nothing better to do now. I was rather weary to about each and every details of it, so it might be a lil’ random. Then, I found that I've actually written a draft at blogger's on my bday celebration… so I'd be lazy for once more and just copy, paste it =X

Lionel asked for my address a few hrs before the clock strikes 12am. I knew something must be up on their sleeves. LOL. And then, Dean called me and asked my add as well. So… my dearest darling surprised me with her presence when the clock strikes 12am. She was already at my doorstep when I was at the void deck with the guys. I was so surprised with tears!

There are just too much left for me to say. I seriously have no idea where to start penning down. Whatsoever, I shall thank those whoever has sent me their wishing, thank you so much you're very much appreciated! Hehe I was very startled to receive people's who I am not so close with wishing. Thank you so much pepos!

I wanna to especially thank my dearest baby, JOCELYN SING HUIYU! My dear you've been planning that surprise pop up for almost week or more? I am still so touched; almost to tears my stupid! You travelled all the way from your home and especially hired dean as your spy in aiding you to the success of your surprise plan. No word is able to describe the wonderful love and care you've showered on me. 6 years of friendship and more years to come, of cos', you've been there for me these moment, thanks for standing by my side all these while, I love you stupid! Vice versa, I promise I'll never ever leave you my baby! I will always be there and bugs you for life man! So be wary la.. Don't you dare to get revolted of me! I love you my one and only lesbo! And again, thank you so much for the wonderful presents!!! I love them all loads! And yah, almost slipped out my mind, thanks ben for sending joy to me and sending her back safely =)

I love my life! Thanks pepos or making the night sucha wonderful one. I especially love my girlfrens; Joy, Yaya & Jamie Chye! Lots of kisses and hugs!

This must be one of my happiest days! I love you pepos! You’ve totally moved me to tears esp my girl! Thanks for showering me with so much love! I felt so pampered and blessed!

Princesses’ marathon later! Advance merry xmas to you!!!! HOHO~ it’s such a joyous season! Cast all your troubles aside and have loads of hearty fun!

2006-12-22T12:51:00.000+08:00

I have removed my password for my dearest ms khng lijuan's sake, like always her com gives her stupid problem.. she cant log on to a password protected blog -_-''! Change your com juan! Anyway, the password seems to have defeated its purpose. People tends to have the SKILL or POTENTIAL to crack people's privacy/passwords and log on to one's blog and then what makes it worst is… to intrude others' privacy by showing how great they are with the ability to breaking the damn password and logged on to the site. Well, people all I could say is that if your life is so damn boring then you've my sympathy. Your tags and whatsoever comments won't get you anywhere near of putting me down, in fact you are just making a mockery out of yourself. So go ahead to do it again and again. Great entertainment too, aint they? Haha.

I am feeling much better now. anyway, I won't be coming online that often anymore. Have a good day ahead pepoosss! Ciao~

2006-12-20T17:41:00.000+08:00

I have never felt this awful and rotten luck before. This is my worst nightmare. I skipped my sup paper due to my damn illness. Everything was going as per normal till my usual gastric pain strikes me. The pain was really stubborn; it did not go away for hrs. I cant sleep even I very much wanted to. The pain was notoriously painful at 5 something am. I woke up and ran to the toilet and vomited three times and had a run twice. i've never felt this awful I guess. I've never vomit so much in a day. Theres nothing I could do to cure the pain. So I called SIM and told them my situation. I'd have to produce a mc written with unfit for exam to them within the 48 hrs. i have no idea whether will there be any sup paper for me to sit for, or I just have to retake the entire module? I have already mentally prepared for the worst. I've learnt my lesson in a hard way.

I am still feeling very sick.

2006-12-19T05:02:00.000+08:00

If I'd give u another chance will things change for the better this time? It will then be the third time and definitely gonna be the very last one if…

I crashed down onto my cozy bed thinking that I could sleeps in comfort without any bewilder thought hitting me once again, but I was wrong. I have no idea why do the sight of you and whatever regarding yours strikes me again. Especially at such an inappropriate time! I need my beauty sleep now!

Will history be repeated for the third time?

GOOD NITE!

2006-12-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

was chatting to aki on msn to learnt that he will be staying at Japan for good, aint coming back to spore anymore.... this is a very shocking and saddening news.
He has been one nice dude to hang out with. He has got a glib tongue who has never failed to brighten up my day with his sweet talk. I have more and more lovely peeps leaving to another country, be it to further their studies or staying there for good. My dearest friend jeffry who has left me 2 years back to states, and esther who had went Australia to further her studies for a couple of years as well. I miss jeff very much. He is one friend who has been giving me his constant ears when I need to whine all my angers out. My dearest Miss kaur will also be leaving next feb to austraila to further her studies as well. I cant bear to part with any of them.... however, putting myself in their plight I would very much be enthusiastic to further my studies aboard. How I wish how I wish....

Well, coming to think of the positive side, there's at least somebody I could turn to if I'd to go japan for a vacation! Yada yada! My wish! I thought at japan there would have loads of pretty//kawaii girls around, however, to my bewilderment, aki told me he hasn't really seen any beauties of the legend around but the ugly ones. Hahs. instead of pretty babes, he said that the guys over there are much more cool and attractive! OMG! how I wish I flew over there instantly to get to meet those cute guys! Weeeeheeeee~

My very cute//crappy friends, Jason and Aki! anyway, Aki is still single and available! anyone up for a date with him??? Hahs.

Anyway, aki would be back in jan to settle all the stuffs here before heading back. Yea yea~ huggies all you wanna. Meeting up for sure! Take good care my dear uncle friend!

2006-12-18T04:23:00.000+08:00

Shall we back track a lil'? Or rather the things that have kept me so busy sometimes back.

The first meet up with the guys, Michael and lionel. I actually have met lionel who is better known as one of my gf before that. Hahs. anyways, they are nice fun chap to chill around with. We headed to vivo as I was anticipating getting a dress from mango for my dearest babe as her one of her sweet 18th present. It took Michael quite sometime to actually figure out the way to vivo from SIM. He's quite a stupid dude… or should I say he has no sense of direction? Hahs. there was already a long chain of cars awaiting to get into the carpark when we arrived there. vivo on a weekend is definitely a no-no!

Jamie and I went 'pa tuo'; to have a lil' private moment while the rest were patiently queuing outside the secret recipe. Hehs.

Having gotta the stuffs I needed; we had our stomach filled at secret recipe. We actually have a hard time fishing for a nice place to dine at as there was long queues of people at most of the restaurant. And I guess it was probably the worst decision made ever to dine at vivo's secret recipe. The service was awfully bad and dishes served were equally bad! that was the second time I frequented them, the first experience dining there wasn't any better either, be the service or the foods! I swear I am not gonna patronize vivo’s secret recipe the third time!

The awful foods!

Ben & jerry later! It's the glutton's fav! That's why we were there -.-"!

Here I proudly present the no sense of direction sister of mine!

can you spot jamie's seductive lip?

Shall update another entry of my 18th birthday and my darling's sweet 18th soon! Good nighty pepoosss~ CIAO!

2006-12-18T02:37:00.001+08:00

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

2006-12-15T17:12:00.000+08:00

I managed to catch my forty winks only at 7.30 this morning. It is totally madness! We yakked and yakked on so many topics and I have come to realise several of things. I totally digs midnight gossiping over the line especially when I'm tormenting with insomnia and boredom. So peposs just give me a beep anytime now. Hahs. Anyway, I was out with my girl, after she had done with her exams. We headed to meet Mr tay to get our way belated birthday present. Thank you so much Jason! We had our early dinner at ps secret recipe. Like always, we had tom yam chicken noodle! It's heavenly mouthwatering!

The timer playsss.... It's damn hilarious!

Can you picture the amount of stares we have received when we did that? Hahss... But we love doing it and will always do that, again and again... YADA YADA YADA~

after which, we headed to town for our mango sales!!! It's oh my fuckin' god upon seeing the long wait of ladies outside the boutique and the amount of ladies inside the boutique gasping for air and searching high and low for the clothing that they fancies. It's totally maniacs! The beautiful sight of ladies going crazy for garbs! Though darling and I detest such crowds, the mango sales were way too attracting and we'd be sorry if we will to miss it. we patronised several mango boutiques only to get what we wanna and I guess we aint the only crazes who patronised more than one mango boutique on the sales day. our limbs aches hella loads! we were almost dead having arrived at mos burger to catch a rest. my damn heels that have caused much blisters on my pathetic foots. We were totally drained and so we headed home not long later.

I so wanna to get this baby G but in white! This is god damn nice I thought. Have been eyeing for it for quite sometimes. any kind souls? weeeeeheeeeee~

sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time

2006-12-14T03:09:00.000+08:00

I wanted to retire early tonight; however, insomnia got the better of me again. Nothing could've been more worst than suffering from insomnia when I've got to wake up early the very next day. There are just too many things weighing on my mind, how I wish I can break away from them. Life couldn't have been more rotten for the past couples of months. Things haven't been going on my way and the amount of my ranting doesn't help the least bit. I've no idea what I am blogging on anyways. My apology having to have wasted your precious time reading this shit entry.

when the tears get near my eyes will you be the one that's by my side?
will you be there when I call you in the middle of the night?
will you keep the rain from falling down into my light?
will you take my take my darkest night and make it bright for me?
when this world has turned so cold will you be the one that's there to hold?

You're somebody I'll never forget.... Thanks for leaving ur footprints in my life.

2006-12-13T13:37:00.000+08:00

I was out with darling, Jamie, Lionel and Michael on the last Friday night. I met my darling only at 6pm after her class and we headed to sushi teh at town to dine with the rest. Jamie was exceedingly high that evening had requested to sing k and of cos' not to spoil her good mood we accommodated with her decision though initially darling only wanted to spend the night with me, alone. I was getting really sleepy once we arrived at party world. No doubt, darling was even more worn out than I was as she only had a mere two hours of nap for the entire day dues to her proj doing! She could've stayed at home and compensated herself with the amount of beauty sleep she had lost, however, darling seriously love and miss me too much, thus, she forsook her beauty sleep only to meet me! You're the sweetest! Anyways, we left the ktv only at midnight when I was already totally shagged out and afterwhich, Michael gave us a ride home. Thanks my dear sister!

Headed to town with yaya on Sunday to search for the kids' xmas gifts. We headed to wisma gio first as I was hoping to meet my sweety bird, peili. This time it wasn't a failed trip; peili was working that evening and knocked off very soon after an hour or so. Michael joined us later while we strolled around the malls. After getting all the xmas gifts, Michael and I dined at NYDC, while peili and yaya headed home.

I miss peili super duper much alr!

Let loose and say what was on our minds....

It's sad that you couldn't have a hold on anything you wished to have; all you're left with is tears strolling down and hoping for a brighter and better life ahead.

2006-12-12T02:49:00.000+08:00

The day started for me wasn't a good one. I was pretty much disturbed with a numerous of things. As much as not wanting to be in the crowd, I do not want to stay at home and allows my thoughts to whirl around. I miss my darling so much, I turned to her for comfort. I headed to darling's in the evening, as she was busy preparing with her tmw's finance paper, I only sat beside her and read my book; my beautiful stranger. And I almost dozed off till baobao cuddled by my side.

Cutie pie baobao! He love ME! He licked me for don't know how many zillion times!

Weeeeheeee~ out of the blue I blurted ‘hey! Let's go swimming later!’ I thought joy would have killed me for that; intruding her mugging time. However, to my surprise, she nodded her head and agreed to go swimming at 8pm, when she had done much of her revisions.

We changed and off….shooooo~ we were at the pool! And I almost got drowned! All thanks to my dumbest darling, Jocelyn sing! And I have to admit I'm a lousy, bad swimmer. Haha. So I drank/ choked with much pool water =( I had a bad fright too! LOL. We were such cam-whores, without realising it; we've actually taken more than 200 pics within a mere hour! That's supremely terrible of us! But we love it, we love such moments, the lunacy of us had been presented in front of the camera.

And I cant wait to have more crazy/funny moments with her! we had so many silly acts that had made my stomach cramp! We have many plans as well! We cant wait to fulfill each and every of them. I just need more time to spare! I love you my darling! No words can describe the kind of love and appreciativeness I have for you! You've totally chased away my dark clouds and brought back my usual shinny bright one! loads of kisses and hugs!

Ever so certain with the decision made. Things cant get any better than to have it goes this way. I just wanna things to be simpler. It will… doubtlessly.

2006-12-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

I need some peace

I am feeling more and more pressurized as day passes by. I was happy, but only for a twinkle moment. I wish to throw all troubles to the back of my head and make them evanesce into the air within the next sec. this is almost impossible. I seem to be getting more and more skeptical with more and more things. I wanna it to come to an end. I have had enough of it. I wanna back my simple life. no more complication to be in the topic.

The world is getting too noisy.

2006-12-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

It was only those precious moments that had left me reminiscing and missing them so much. The emptiness of me was I could felt. When I was left alone, my thoughts and old despair carefully masked in... when my hopes and dreams were shattered… you were the one who had crossed my mind. I know we were true. The love and care I had been showered. But I am really sorry. I couldn't take in your flaws. I've tried. I thought I could. I've always thought things might goes with a smooth flow this time. But I was wrong, again. No chance could be granted this time. We know. We bid goodbye since that day. It had come by so silently… so suddenly. I harbours no more thoughts. Ultimately, we just weren't meant to be, it was all destined.

Those nights when you were away, I could feel the blissfulness with just the two of us, even we were miles apart.

my beautiful stranger.

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

Imagine me without you.

2006-12-08T00:44:00.000+08:00

Was out with yaya after she knocked off from work to get some beauty products at isetan. I b0t the spoilt princess, Isabel along, having her to choose her Christmas gift and she wanted a winx club//princess printed sling bag.

I have gotta two bottles of cleansing oil from fancl and a brusher from ettusais and I fork out none for those as my aunt had billed for them. I'm a happy girl once again =D Thank you so much!!! dined at pizza hut with aunt veron, uncle Patrick, Isabel and yaya, as Isabel was craving for pizza; her favourite! It was so crowded that we had actually waited for our foods for more than half an hour and we had spent nearly 2 hours just dining there, my precious shopping hrs just flew by.

Joy and I couldn't make it for zouk last night, a farewell party for Yingzhu. He is going off to serving his NS. No worries! We sure will meet up with you very soon. Don't brood over it, cheer up! I bet you guys must have loads of fun last nite right. What a pity I couldn't join in the fun =(

2006-12-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

Reply to tags.

I have to clarify that I am not here to satisfy your needs, if you do thinks that your words can bring me down then you're absolutely wrong. It has never. Though I am thankfully for my friends and whoever had given me a word of comfort. You're very much appreciated =)

It often hits me hard that why should my lil' space be patronized by people who doesnt like a single bit of me at all. If you do detest me then please go ahead and skip this blog, you do not have to torture yourself by seeing things that doesnt please you. Stop doing stuffs that contradict yourself.

Whatsoever, this has been restricted only to my friends; I'd only republish my blog when I feel like it. enough of ranting.
Anyway, the meanies patronized the newly open ikea at tampines. It is huge, really huge. I do not know why, but we just love rambling around such places like ikea, supermarket and so on….

And well, I just love spending every single moment with my dearest girlfriends. I love you! Loads of hugs and kisses!

We did not get any thing from ikea though. We hailed a cab to town, as I was supposed to be meeting Yumi to pass her the job application form. We had a lil' Christmas presents shopping done at the taka atrium sales. I've gotta my precious louie a Winnie pooh top and bottom, I bet he'd look handsomely in it. I am still looking around for the spoilt mischievous princess, Isabel and the youngest master, sean's Christmas presents. I am already so broke and yet I still have to splurge on so many things; presents to be exact.

I can't wait any longer to meet my darling on fly-day~ I miss her damn loads!

I already miss my nad and yaya freaking much though I jus met up with them a couple of hours ago. stupid/ gullible girlies please meet me again soon!

2006-12-06T11:04:00.000+08:00

Finally, I got to meet up with my precious, my love; meanies. It had been so long; almost 2 months? Since the reunion of meanies, I miss nad freaking much, she had always been so busy and tightened with her school and part time job, eventually, we have lesser time to meet up. But I’m glad, we finally did, on monday. We yakked like nobody’s business, we diss weird people around us, well, as usual, we are always so mean. LOL. I can totally bare my heart out to them, spilling everything little happiness and sorrow of mine, without a worriment, they will always be there, I know. I love you meanies! Life cant get any better to just chilling and fooling around with my dearest girlfriends. I wanna more of this outing! More meet ups!

Haircut at storm. The hairstylist thought Yaya and I are sisters. Not again. haha.

Hair making in process....

Anyway, after parting with my girls, I was at mediacorp in the evening for the project superstar casting. I shall let the pictures to do all talking. Pardon my laziness.

hailed a cab to bugis to meet my girls after the casting and we headed to back. i bumped into Christian, to be better known as miss lim, she was with her boyfriend. It was then I realised how much I misses my precious beloved teachers; mdm lim, ms kaur; bhupi! And anwar! I miss them so much and so are those valuable school days. If only I could reverse back the time.

As usual, the silly acts.

On tues, Yaya accompanied me to the agency for an upcoming event, zouk out casting. Taken a couple of pictures for the clients and left. However, I have declined this assignment, as I wasn’t really comfortable with the job scope. We left to meet nad at work; we were being real sweet, we waited for hours only for nad’s breaktime when we were already starving to death. We are nad’s boyfriends in disguise.

I miss my old friends...
Khng li juan, if you happens to see this, please inform SOH BENG LEONG & CHEN KIM to meet up with us soon okie? I’m running out of time =( I miss you people hella loads. Those days spent in class were the most memorable ones.

I so wanna meet up with my sweety bird too. She seems to vanish into the air; I haven’t heard from her like a month or so. Though she came by when I was working for Samsung at vivo. Sweety bird I have so much things to gossip about with you, I wanna to pinch you and hug you! I miss you!

Okie. Enough of talking. I’m off to ikea with the meanies later. Have a nice and fun filled day pepos.

2006-12-03T05:58:00.000+08:00

Just reached home from fisherman village or rather changi… met up with michael, lionel, Jamie and yumi at fisherman earlier on. This was a very sudden meet up session made. Michael out of the blue msn-ed me, ‘hey wanna go fisherman? We go there chill or something la..’ I was a lil taken abit but I was feeling rather wanting to go out instead of staying home, so asked them to ask the ladies and off we headed to fisherman!

Lionel came picking me up at 10pm and reached there approximately 10.30, however, Jamie was on the wheel and reached only 11 or a lil later. We had chili crabs and buns, it was still as nice but it doesn’t suit jamie’s liking.

We chilled at the pub nearby till 2 and we decided to go see some ‘pretty ladies’ at changi. I heard they are gorgeous and hot! And I had never seen sucha ‘thing’ before. They are actually ‘ah gua’. Omg! And some actually dressed only in bras and undergarment, but they are really hot! Great figure! And they really stop cars. However, once they learnt that there are girls in the car as well they would not bother to look and stop the car. Haha.

Lionel allowed me to have the taste of driving after much bugging. He is so sweet and nice…hehe..i always feel so pampered and loved by them, cos I’m the youngest among all what! Omg! I tell you I love driving man! I was feeling rather insecure initially when I was on the wheel though lionel was just beside me guiding me. I had no experience and no idea of how to drive, but after a few rounds, I began to manipulate it, ultimately it is still an auto driving car, so it aint that tough to drive and I love it. Hehe.

The Video

Starring:

Michelle

Lionel's vocal

Yumi's vocal

I was on the wheel...I was really enjoying very much! I wanna try it again! LOL.

Our initial plan was to drive to a place where we can chill and yak more, however, we couldn’t find a nice destination to settle down, so we only dropped off at one of the park, I do not whether that’s an east coast park or changi village or whatsoever, it is located near airport. After taking a couple of pics, they escorted me home. I would love to have more such late night out, if only my dad allows that =( I’m such a sad girl.

Anyhow, cast that aside, I have my ways to sneak out and still enjoys such fun! It was indeed a very fun-filled night spent with great companies! I love you all! And I’d be meeting them again on Monday to mediacorp, Sheila is jamie’s friend, she had asked Jamie to attend the casting, so as jamie’s close girlfriend I enjoys sucha privilege too. We are so gonna take pics with daren! Hehe.

The wonderful peposs! I love you all!

And happy sweet 18th anita! May all your wishes come true! Have a wonderful birthday spent! Love you!

2006-12-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

Today I had compensated myself with the amount of beauty sleep I've diddled away since two weeks ago for the sake of studies. I am still feeling very weary though.

Anyway, yesterday I had my last paper; microeconomics, it was tough; I hope I am able to clear all modules. It was the girls' night out after the paper we had. Party world was the destination. Met up with pretty cylene at clementi and off we head to have our K session. I was beaming with joy, as I had been anticipating to meeting cylene, that pretty lady who is jamie's close gf. She's really pretty and sweet. Big eyes and small oval shaped face she has got. It was indeed a fun-filled k session with the girls, we sang so many songs, though all those songs sang initially was disastrous. We jumped on the sofa and sang at the top of our voice; till our heart content. I would love to have more such meet ups. SO meet up soon my dearsss.

The pretty cylene, pretty isn't she?

This is when mugging get too bored....

I have to thank dean for sacrificing his sleep in the morning when I called asking him to accompany me to my school library to mug for my organisational behaviour paper on wed, when he had not been sleeping for the past two days dues to the project presentation he had got. Another person I have to thank is Melvin, thanks for helping me to scan the solution of the past intake papers and send it over to me, sorry for the hassle =p and also the exams clues you’ve given to me, if not I guess the papers done had been much worsen. And thanks for listening to all my ranting during those wee hours when studies really had bored me out. Last person I’ve to thank is yigin! Thank gin for sacrificing your mugging hours to help me out with my business statistic and the two other modules. I bet my business statistic paper done had been much worsen, if you hadn’t helped me with it. Thank you so much gin! I love you peposs!!! loads of hugs and kisses~~~

The interesting rubbish bin we've got in SIM. It looks kinda scary to me though....

2006-12-01T06:53:00.000+08:00

My 18th birthday

Part I

I know this post is kinda of way overdued, I was seriously very tightened with many things, such as, my dearest darling's birthday, which was only a couple of days later than mine, the arrival of semester exams and many meet ups with the sweetie pie people. What I should be doing is mugging miserably for today's micro paper instead of blogging but I seriously need to unwind before my head burst la...

17th Nov '06
My ravishing ladies set me up with a dinner at suki sushi, initially was the Chicago steak house, but I was craving for sushi and of cos' their mouthwatering cake delights. I have no idea that they would be treating and celebrating my advance birthday on that night, I thought I was merely getting the stuffs I needed in town and off we head home. It was really sweet of you my ladies. I was really touched inside out, hehe… as I'd never thought you people would come up with the plan to celebrate it for me.

The one who had never failed to deliver laughter and happiness to me. I love you!

Before knowing it was their treat, I was still much perturbing with the amount of cash I have splurged in this mere one month, I guess I have splurged more than 600 bucks on some luxury not necessity of cos' which makes me feel real guilty. I should really curbs my spending, be thrifty and start reserving the money for the necessity.

After dining at suki sushi, both Jamie and I had the urge to sing at the top of our lungs, and there was Kbox, though Jamie doesn't like patronising kbox, she prefers party world, it was so tempting and the singing urge overwhelmed within a second. And so…. Here we were…

And it was their treating again. Thank you so much my ladies! *CRIES*

Tormenting with such misery =( it will soon be done within couples of hours, endure a lil' more and soon I'd be freed. please pray hard for me that I passes all the modules and not having to vision the sup paper. I wanna to live my life to the fullest during this pathetic one month hols, no more studies please.

But frankly and seriously, we should really consider changing our sitting arrangement during lectures and tutorials; if this continues till the forthcoming semester than I guess most prolly we'd be facing the same ''not able to pay 100% attention'' situation and panicked like crazes when exams are impending.

I love you my dearss.....

I hope our friendship did not turn sour because of some nonsensical stuffs, it is so not worthy of it, though I was rather annoyed with you regarding that initially. And it seems like we have much lesser things to babble about.

2006-11-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

2 down and one left…

Truth to be told, I totally have lost all my knowledge for microecons…. I knows nut about this module. And here, I am typing away, when I'd be sitting in the grand hall taking this paper in couples of hours. I have no motivation to mugging for it. Gosh!

I have so many things in mind anticipating to do…

Whatsoever, no matter what, I have to study! I won't want the sight of sup paper! I've had enough of this semester modules! Holy shit!

2006-11-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

I need more job assignments! ROARRRRR~

I'm back to hella piles of notes -_-"!

Good Nighty.

2006-11-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

Do you have any idea how much time have I spent only to do these for you? The night before our date, we yakked on the line for hrs, I do not wanna to hang down the call though I was madly, stupidly and insanely rushing the clip for you! WTH~ you better love it. NO NO! it’s a must to love and cherish it…If not…I’m so gonna squeeze ur boobs and butt till them got all SMALL and FLAT! LOL. Ooppss! Obscene isn’t it? But you know I love you right! Hugsss~

Darling thanks for walking down the long and rocky path with me all these yrs. You’ve never failed to be there; giving me all that you could've; telling me that nothing gonna matter except the real smile I've plastered on my face.

We were never classmates, we were only causal schoolmates. What makes our friendship so strong? I have no idea…this must be a gift given to me by god. I thank god for this wonderful and precious gift I’d ever receive from him. I remember vividly how our friendship started off. Those letters we started passing one another since sec1. Even during hols, never failed we will write to each other. Though this is a very common thingy that had been circulating around our group of friends too. Our hearts were as one we know. During my third year, which spells the hell year for me, at my lowest, you were the one I've been turning to for comfort and assurance. You were there showering me with tender love, care and concern when I wiped my eyes out. During my grayish and thunderstorm days you've never deserted me; leaving me all alone, you’d always been there. I love you and thank you for that my bestest friend!

A year later, when you've left the school, while I am still struggling and battling harshly with my studies, eventually, the amount of meet ups had turned much lesser. I thought our friendship will turn all plain and soon ending it with a full stop. And thank god, it was a false alarm. Our friendship sparkles more within this past year. You faced with the nasty pain of leaving your most beloved boy, without a choice, as you’d known things weren’t the same anymore. Your friendship with your girlfriends turned sour as well, because of your boy. Though initially I was very upset with you too having to not telling me that you were already back with him, disappointment is all I could felt. I’d known how much pain you were agonizing with. And finally, all that had come to an end months ago. I know you can do it, all alone, proving to him that your life will be a better one without his presence. I know this is hard, no matter how long it has already glided by; he will still often appear in your mind unexpectedly. But you know, you have us, everyone loves and cares for you. Bear this hard in mind, you were never alone and never will be. This I promise. Your grayish cloud will soon turn bright and clear, no more emo emo! I love you my bestie!

Those lunatic moments we had, which I’d never do that with anybody else. Not having a care of how many pairs of eyes were ogling on us. The moment can’t get any better, nothing beats having you by my side, in my life till we turned all grey and teeth-less. LOL. Till the very day I left this world.

I hope my moves had also touched your heart like what you had done to mine. I love you! The bonds that nobody can ever break, the love that never runs out! 6 years of friendship and I’m still anticipating more years to come! I love you! And happy birthday once again! I hope yours has turned out as one that you’ve never expected it’d.

Girls just wanna to have fun, a blasting night out is totally the ideal one!

2006-11-25T07:58:00.000+08:00

Venue: Joy’s bedroom.
Date: 25th Nov 06, Jocelyn Sing’s 18th bday.
Mood: extremely exhausted and starved.

Happy birthday to you my dearest!

I shall update more when I’d reached home. Good nighty pepos. Deprived of sleeps. I need to start mugging. Dead~

2006-11-16T00:02:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to my stupidest aloof girl, Nur Hidayah!

I shall announce Nur Hidayah is already legally eighteen!

My dearest bestie, I wish you a very happy birthday and a very memorable and enjoyable one. I love you! You’re my sunshine, my only sunshine…. I don’t remember the lines after that..haha

So0oo….

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to yaya
Happy birthday to you!!!

I’m gonna slap, punch, squeeze, kiss, bite and get all touchy with you later on! I miss you stupid girl! I miss you very much too naddy! When can the three of us get together and chill like there’s no tomorrow again?

2006-11-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

Joy and I finally have got the time patronize at fisherman village on a few sat back to indulge ourselves with scrumptious dinner/supper. I had a wonderful night spent with my dearest girl. We have a long girlies’ yakking session. We diss on pepos we loathe, esp guys~ LOL. We have been rather skeptical with the woman/man’s topic. Anyhow, we had also satisfied our sinful craving for yummylicious chili crabs (finally) with buns! It was gratifying man! Other than that, we had a scrumptious choice of fried chicken with fruits salad dressing, deep fried cuttlefish; edible but not our cup of tea and beef hor fan; another disappointment after the cuttlefish. We had the seaside seats, the atmosphere was absolutely lovely, simply loves the sea breeze and view, which allows me to at least cast all the troubles and stressful matters aside, it was great even for a sec. apparently, we would not miss cam-whoring at such beautiful place. To be frank, I actually went back to get the camera when I realised that Joy hadn’t bot her camera out with her. So it actually took us quite sometime to reach the place and there was already much filled with pepos.

I shall let the picture to do the talking...

We left the place at around 12 or later? We had to walk out to the main road to actually hail a cab. The walking path to the main road was freaking spooky at such hrs, we had produced much noise to actually scare ghostly thingy away. LOL. Our imagination; the aloof girls we are. And I tot we were actually quite lucky as not long after we caught a cab and headed home. I’d love to have more such lovely nights with my dear. Yes! Certainly time will chance upon us then we can laze around to the max again! My dearest I miss you very much alr =(

Alright, I am turning my attention back to my dvd, Just my luck...weeheeeeheeee~ Good night pepos. Have an early night.

2006-11-13T02:05:00.000+08:00

I guess you people must have been so deprived of seeing the same whole entry whenever you logs on to my blog, my apology to you people, I have been so freaking busy and tightened by my school works. Now, finally, the whole submission date of all my projects had past by, no more proj! yayness! But it is soon the date of my exams =( I am so dreadful of it can! Whatever, allow me update you people with the long overdue working days spent with the two babes, Joy and Belle at vivo, best denki first.

Joy and I had been consuming a lot of fats within these mere three working days. We have been eating non stop and sneaking out to have our break together even though we weren’t allowed to. Well, well, this explains very well why our diet plans always goes down to the drain in the midway of our dieting period. Arghhh! Fats fats fats! I loathe them to max!

Look at the items we have consumed for day 1:
1. Noodle Hut, la mian? And deep fried dumpling. Pressing for time, we ran all the way from best to noodle hut and back to best, bare foots, we look absolutely like two maniacs! Totally unglam and image ruined that sec.
2. Republic food court. Fish soup, two popians; spring rolls? And honeydew dessert.
3. Packet food that had been provided for us by best.
4. Knocked off, headed to secret recipe, we had a raspberry cheese cake, chocolate indulgence, a plate of fries and tom yam soup!

We have spent more 50 bucks on our sinful craving for food in a day; a working day! OMG! This is bad! Anyhow, day 1 I had received a name card, another from this gentleman who is a key accounting manager who aged around mid 40s? wth~ Joy told me this, I think you have the look of a mistress to them, that’s why they kept giving you their name cards, hoping you will call them and so they can ‘bao’ you. Look like I have a jian nu ren face uh huh?!?! And on day 2, I had this caucasian gentleman approaching me, asking for a date, contact no. there was nobody I could turn to for help =( everybody was busy with their stuffs. Hella! I was totally petrified by him, as he came back the second time and he look rather scary to me, staring me with his huge pair of eyes. Holy shite! Couldn’t careless, rely on myself is far much more reliable than depending on a man and they are much less capable than I am =) LOL.

And belle had got this psycho pestering her. He actually waited or rather hiding sneakily at a corner waiting for belle to knock off. Omg! It’s freaking scary can! Guys guys guys~

And belle said something that had made my day. Initially, she did not want to reveal it, when she accidentally blurted ‘hey, now I recall who I thought you resemble.’ Of cos’ I insisted her to spill the bean, she told me I will be very happy if I’d know who the person I resemble to is. After persuading and insisting, she finally spilled everything unwillingly. LOL. She really makes me darn happy la. She told me I resemble Vivian hsu, when Vivian was young.

It doesn’t matter whether I actually resemble Vivian hsu, I was very happy when I was told initially though. haha. Thanks belle!

The sun was scorching hot, shinning so brightly that I could barely open my eyes for cam-whoring.

I loved the yacht; I harbours the dream of owning one.

Day 3, after work, the three of us went to have a stroll at the sky park, as belle had never been there, so ya… then, there were three guys or more? Snapping pics of the beautiful scenery of sentosa, however, this particular boy turned around with his camera and started snapping, I did not realize until he repeated this movement for quite sometimes. I then figured out he was actually taking pics of us, hell shite! We tried moving away; by walking away from his camera, but this doesn’t help, he turned his camera wherever we go. Damn irked! I feel much like giving him a good thrashing, smashing his camera hard onto the floor and give him a hard kick on his arse! What a loser you are boy! But being civilizes and a nice girl I am, I thought better of it. Arghhh!

My pretty lianie, belle said that we should go K someday soon, and of cos' not forgetting the choco fondue Joy and I owe you! Meet up soon!!! The four girls gathered = havoc wreaking time!

My dear friend, deanson came only to pass me some printed documents that I have asked him to and kept me accompany when I was having my break. I was really surprised upon seeing him coming alone; all the way from Tanah Merah to Vivo is a very long journey. Thank you so much my dear boy! And thanks for helping us running the errand to get our mac lunch from vivo to habour front and back to vivo. Though it wasn’t that far from vivo to habour front, it was this boy’s virgin trip to there, you see, so it actually took him quite sometime to figure out where the place is. After reading Joy’s entry on Mr. Egg, I have the urge that I ought to write a ‘thank you’ entry dedicating to my dear boy, dean. As I was never allowed to write his name and whatever relates to him on my previous space. Haha. However, neither do I have the idea of where to start penning down and what to write. LOL. Silly. Anyhow, years down the road, you have always been there for me, just like Mr. egg staying silently by Joy’s side 24/7. You have never complained the tinniest bit even when I willfully vent my anger and tantrum on you, for years, you would always silently listen to whatever I says. You have been putting up all my shite stuffs for years, you’re such a nice friend and guy of cos. And also, the advance b'day gift, it must have causes your pocket a huge hole. LOL. Thank you so much my dear friend.

And ya, I have to take this opportunity to thank my dearest classmate, Marvin, for helping me with the BS individual assignment, thanks for sending the draft over, if not... I guess I would've felt so lost and flunk my 10% assignment! Thank you!!!

This entry have so much thanks, thank you, thank you so much wordingsss~HOoohooo~ good nighty pepos. I am retiring soon.

2006-11-10T05:48:00.000+08:00

15 mins more to 6a.m. and I am still wide awake doing my irk OB proj! Holy shit!!! I am freaking exhausted by now, I have been typing a pile of words, my eyes and head are aching badly by now. I keep seeing entrepreneur, tacit knowledge, Harvard University Press, Cambridge University Press wording....quit bugging me!!! I'm on the verge of breaking down, there's still BS proj tmw to rush, it dues on sat! Fcuk! And there's lecture to be attended tmw too, no doubt, I will be late though. I need a break! I'm feeling freaking hungry now.

2006-11-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

Finally, I got to meet up with my precious, my love; meanies. It had been so long; almost 2 months? Since the union of meanies, I miss nad freaking much, she had always been so busy and tightened with her school and part time job, eventually, we have lesser time to meet up. But I’m glad, we finally did, yesterday. We yakked like nobody’s business, we diss weird people around us, well, as usual, we are always so mean. LOL. I can totally bare my heart out to them, spilling everything little happiness and sorrow of mine, without a worriment, they will always be there, I know. I love you meanies! Life cant get any better to just chilling and fooling around with my dearest girlfriends. I wanna more of this outing! More meet ups!

Haircut at storm. The hairstylist thought that Yaya and I are sisters. Not again. haha.

Hair making in process....

Anyway, I was at mediacorp on Monday evening for the project superstar casting. I shall let the pictures to do all talking. Pardon my laziness.

hailed a cab to bugis to meet my girls after the casting and we headed to back. i bumped into Christian, to be better known as miss lim, she was with her boyfriend. It was then I realised how much I misses my precious beloved teachers; mdm lim, ms kaur; bhupi! And anwar! I miss them so much and so are those valuable school days. If only I could reverse back the time.

That was all for monday...

On tues, Yaya accompanied me to the agency for an upcoming event, zouk out casting. Taken a couple of pictures for the clients and left. However, I have declined this assignment, as I wasn’t really comfortable with the job scope. We left to meet nad at work; we were being real sweet, we waited for hours only for nad’s breaktime when we were already starving to death. We are nad’s boyfriends in disguise.

I miss my old friends,
Khng li juan, if you happens to see this, please inform SOH BENG LEONG & CHEN KIM to meet up with us soon okie? I’m running out of time =( I miss you people hella loads. Those days spent in class were the most memorable ones.

I so wanna meet up with my sweety bird too. She seems to vanish into the air; I haven’t heard from her like a month or so. Though she came by when I was working for Samsung at vivo. Sweety bird I have so much things to gossip about with you, I wanna to pinch you and hug you! I miss you!

Okie. Enough of talking. I am retiring onto my cozy bed soon. Good nitey pepos.

2006-11-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

Finally, I got to meet up with my precious, my love; meanies. It had been so long; almost 2 months? Since the union of meanies, I miss nad freaking much, she had always been so busy and tightened with her school and part time job, eventually, we have lesser time to meet up. But I’m glad, we finally did, yesterday. We yakked like nobody’s business, we diss weird people around us, well, as usual, we are always so mean. LOL. I can totally bare my heart out to them, spilling everything little happiness and sorrow of mine, without a worriment, they will always be there, I know. I love you meanies! Life cant get any better to just chilling and fooling around with my dearest girlfriends. I wanna more of this outing! More meet ups!

2006-11-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

My most precious baby on the day of his school 2006 concert. His performance was awesome! An excellent job done! He is sucha dear, can’t help doting, pampering and loving him. Ain’t he adorable?

I’d update more on my precious baby’s concert and those working days with my babes at vivo soon.

2006-10-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

Meet up with Joy before heading to Samsung hub for the casting. We almost lost our way heading there; the situation of searching the building high and low at raffles has never change. Finally, we found the building only to realize that we were actually 20mins early, so we have decided to slack, cam whored to be exact somewhere nearby. The place was still peacefully quiet, and the traffic was slow and smooth before assemble of the working people from work.

Another version of ''Xi Lu Ai Le''. LOL. This one is much better compared to the previous ones.

Only to realise that, there were six girls (inclusive of us) attended the first casting at samsung's, however, only two girls will be selected. Joy and I were startled; we thought the selection had already been made days ago. Well, there was nothing much we could do, only to present our best during the casting.

Barbie girls display at wisma, by the cleo mag! so so nice...

After the casting, we had nowhere to head to; we do not have plans for that night. So so…again, we idled our time away like nobody's business at café cartle. We had actually ordered a large variety of foodies and we were much stuffed with all the yummy dishes after a couple of hours polishing them.

Skipped school the other day. Yes, again. Jamie gave us a ride to her place. Jamie chye is a very (zai) good driver I must say. LOL. Almost got us into an accident. Blame it all on the uncle, but with Jamie’s driving skill, no accident will be in the topic. Had so much fun in the car, we had volume up the music to the max and we sang along with the blasting music. Met jamie's dad and cousins, they are really hella fun people to hung out with. Jamie's dad is as crappy and nonsensical as her, this explains her craziness, she has inherited her dad's siaoness, as for me, I have inherited my mum's. LOL. Anyhow, it wasn't a joyous occasion; it reminds me of my granddad, the pain of him leaving us. Yumi and I jolly well know that Jamie was just putting up a strong front, where she keeps crapping and laughing. Jamie chye, you're a man! Be strong! You know you have us around!

Project deadlines are killing us, we have yet to reach half completion of the proj when it dues on a few days time. Having the slightest of what we should do. only to know that we have to rush and present it the lecturer for a check up for corrections and errors, whether we are on the right track. Stress stress stress~ after the hectic student life, I am heading to the hell of working within the short days break from school. Dead~ anyhow, I am much grateful that I have joy as a company with me at work, they have finally selected her. Beaming with joy! This spells great cam-whoring moment for us too.

Nur Hidayah, my dearest bestie!

I miss my best friend to the max!
I miss my meanies!
I miss those fun we had when we hang out even only for a chitty chatty yakking session.
I miss those days that I am allowed to see you all everyday in sch. Emo Emo~
Let's meet up soon my dearest meanies!
24 hrs per day is not enough for my usage! I demand for more time to finish up all my rubbish business!!!

2006-10-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

I don't know where to start penning down, there's just too much for me to say, and whatsnot.

I shall begin it with the party night I've spent with the wonderful pepos from the agency and my darling Joy on the other day. We totally immersed ourselves in the music, though initially there wasn't much crowd at the dance floor.

It was an absolute fun night for both Joy and I. It was also my virgin clubbing experience and it was fabulous. It was the companies that really had made it fab! I'm so so looking forward to the next clubbing nite with my darling! Great having her around, she's extremely hot can! But…she's not available, she's mine, attached to me!!! Yada yada~ Envy me having sucha hottie as my love ones!

I was already feeling rather sick in the stomach, much wanting to puke, when I only had a few drinks of vodka, guess I'm just not good at drinking YET! Had a massive headache on the way back home too. Nonetheless, the night was absolutely wonderful man! A wonderful experience for me! I would love to have more of my girlfriends and havoc through the night! Right, Joy? Can't wait for mid of Nov to arrive!

The 1st version of our ''Xi Lu Ai Le'' to be better known as the expression of joyfulness, anxiety, sorrow and blissfulness!

Pardon me pepos, do allow me to take this opportunity to show my gratitude to my dearest big bro, Jason Tay. I know you'd read this. So…yah. Thanks for taking such great care on us; always keeping a good lookout for us at the dance floor, never let any ''wolf'' to get cheeky with us, pulled me in when you've seen some irksome acting weirdly; coming to my way; circular up Joy and I only to prevent those ''wolf'' from being touchy. You've kept yourself especially sober, only to take care of us, having the sense of responsibility in taking care of us- as a virgin clubber myself, and being the underage girls of us. Thank you so much! Since you've been so NICE to us, I shall flatter you more with some good words. LOL.

Jason is really a great gent, he is attached though. If not, girls who plan to settle down, he is one good catch to settle yourself with for the remainder of your life. he has a great vision for his coming career and is currently an undergrad at NTU, eng course. A man who doesn't shirk responsibility and that's what a girl needs too. He has been very gentlemanly too, he had never got touchy and cheeky even he has the opportunity to do so, which is obvious, majority of man does. He has been very faithful and honest towards his another half. Hmm… this should be more than enough uh huh?

Flattered not?

Be it being flattered by the good words or nots, you still ought to give Joy and I a huge and essential birthday present. Bear that hard in your mind and you jolly well knows what we wanna right...

2006-10-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

I am going to have a real intensive diet! I know I’ve been ranting on it consistently for a great quantity of times, but this time I’m serious with it and very much determined! So people don’t ask me to quit dieting and trying to spoon feed me with food, I will curse you if you do so! I hope my perseverance span will last me long this time, so people, you’re my friend please help me or at least do me as a favour alright.

I promise an update soon. Keeping my fingers crossed =X

2006-10-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

The fun-moments!

Caught Rob-B-Hood, this movie with my 4-in-love girlies last Thursday at JP after our lecture. I thought it was nice, I’d give it a 4.5 outta 5 candies. As I don’t often goes for such action movies, I’m not a fan of Jackie Chan either, it was the lil’ cutie pie, the baby starring whom attracts me. Omg! he is so so adorable can! Anyhow, we finally met up with leesan, it had been nearly a mth since the 4-in-love girlies meet up; reunion..finally! Yaynessss~

My charming cousin, CK.

Here are some pics of our mischief during the lectures. Hehs. Simply loves Jamie chye’s, the siao po, she had made going to school a better one. I always have stomach cramps and tears strolling down uncontrollably during lectures; result of too much laughter. Jamie has never failed to deliver us into a great laughing fits.

We love taking pics during lectures. Hahs. Jamie Chye, you have yet to send me the other pics! ANGRY* LOL.

The oldies, staples. shu huey-pink, me-blue, Jamie-white. hehs. We brought it only for the submission of our OB assignment. We actually brought the same brand/type one@ the same time. And that's Jamie's fingers.

Our love love love// Monkey business!

JOKE of the day: A banana visited the doctor to consult on his health. The doctor asked him to take off his clothing to have a better check up. After banana had taken off his clothing, the doctor shakes his head and told him ‘I’m sorry, I can’t cure your sickness, I am not capable of curing such illness.’

What illness has the banana got?

Contribution: Jamie Chye.

Jamie and I agree that if we ever gonna get a bf, he has to be somebody who either is able to torture our craziness and nonsense, or who is extremely quiet, cos’ we are way too noisy. Hahs.

I told you we totally have lost our concentration during the lecture. As we don't appreciate story-teller, storytelling will only put us to sleep.

We skipped OB lecture and headed to IMM, daiso. Our initially plan was to catch a movie, but couldn’t decide on which movie and the timeslot doesn’t suit ours too. So, ya…we decided to heading to IMM, and Jamie joined us later, as she skipped school, only to inform us at 2pm, when two of us were already in the lecturer hall -_-"! We tried having our full concentration for the lecture, but failed terribly. Hahas. So we decided, we shouldn’t idle our time away in sucha way. Totally wasted. So daiso….here we come~

IMM, Daiso. The christmas season is approaching, I can sense the happiness and blissfulness of this coming season!

I heart <3 Jamie chye!

The yummylicious prunes! It's darn nice! I love it! But, the milky soft sweet isn't as nice as I thought it would be.

My momo and I have been indulging ourselves with Princess Hours, Goong DVD. Totally digs it!

2006-10-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

I'm bacccckkkk~

This entry is long overdue. I haven't got any time to spare for myself ever since the start of school. I'm feeling so dead and suffocated with the pile of workloads!
Now finally, after the submission of the OB individual assignment, I’ve finally got a lil spared time to blog on the shiny sunshineee Sunday shopping spree with Joy. Finally, it was a day I’m off from working and before resuming back to the dreadful books on Monday, I assume that I seriously needs to unwind before turning into a lunatic with all the stressed stuffs that I've predicted to receive in a week time. So, I was out with the pretty Joy. We headed to bugis, searching for cheap and pretty stuffs, and indeed, the trip wasn’t a wasted one. We have got a couple of pretty dress, earrings and bottom. A fruitful retail therapy we love~ Pamper yourself with such splurging is absolutely an ideal after a busy, sleepless week.

Before beginning of the girly’s stuffs, we were stopped by a training hairstylist from T&G academia, who actually wanted me to be his hair model for the day. He needs somebody to do a hair treatment and a hair blow. Since it wasn’t charged, and my hair seriously needs a hair treatment too, so why not? Yea…we went. An hr or more were spent in the salon. Aftermath, we hurried our way to the bugis village, which was pretty much crowded with pepos, human traffic jam! Hardly able to walk, people were squeezing for a way in and out, damn irk~ we were pretty much irked by it; we seriously don’t appreciate such crowds.

We were pretty much exhausted aftermath of the shopping spree done. We were already on the platform heading back home, it was when the sudden urge of catching a movie overwhelmed within a second, and I told Joy, I actually don’t mind watching a horror movie with her if she wanted to, as I don’t often goes for the horrifying movies, I thought it was a waste of money having to fork out a sum and scare yourself out of the wits~ but I was so in a movie-ing mood, so I couldn’t mind much about it at all. And so we headed to the theater to check on the movies timeslot and upsettingly, most of the movies were fully seated and the leftover were either not so nice movies or the airing time was too late. A tinge of disappointment. So, with no alternatives left, we headed to starbuck and idled time away… yakked yakked~ I like though~

The tea at starbuck sucks! It tastes awfully weird! Yucksss!!! Try and regret over the money you've forked out!

My retail therapy achievement.

The following Sunday.

Harvary Norman millennia walk roadshow on the 6th to 8th Oct.

Working was pretty fun, as I wasn’t required to do any sales; all I needed to do was standing there and idle time away. The pay is not so bad too.

Steve said I was the hot favourite at this show. -_-''! I’d say the guys were insane and blind. Shawn and Jason were so pissed by this Philip promoter, who came over to look at the camera, looking so interested in getting one, but of cos’ didn’t in the end, and came back to request getting the msn add and all. Shawn and Jason told him off and the boy got mad too, they almost got into some fight. I was stunned. So paisey~ dunno what to do… sensing the overwhelmed tension, I pretended to be busying with keeping the stocks, acted as if I have no idea what’s happening. I am unsure of why am I always that ''lucky'' having to be able meet such weird thinking pepos. Remember I mentioned the director of XX company who came back to squeezing his name card to me after his wife's departure on the canon bright answer 2006 entry? I met him at this roadshow too. I was absolutely startled and with disbelief having to meet him there. Is he stalking me or what? Haha. No la..it's a mere coincidence. As he was looking as surprised as I was when he saw me. Or perhaps his acting is good? haha. No la.. After greeting him with a 'Hi', I quickly took my leave and hurried to another booth. When I came back to, he wasn't there anymore, I was feeling pretty much relieved. However, to my horror, he came back in an hr or so... asked me to gave him a call, so we could have some tea or something sometime later. Totally amused by him man.
Despite that, I love working at such events. However, my school schedule always clashes with it. I have actually got a photoshoot for XX brand hair curls, but due to my timetable and it is microecon tutorial that I am having I have no choice but to decline it. The upcoming starhub corporate event I’ve also declined it because of my darn irk business stat lab session. WTH~ totally wasted! I seriously loathe this sems timetable!

Gave joy a surprise during her work at the expo on fri with the companion of her favourite chocolate and a full with loves handmade card after my class. Touched not??? Despite of my busy tight schedule I came all the down from dover to expo. I'm sucha sweetie, eh? hahs. I have actually told her that I wasn’t free to pay her a visit at work when she asked me to. I was smsing her only to avert her attention while hiding in the storeroom, waiting for the mouse to fall into the crafty cat’s trap. She was totally surprised upon seeing the image of me infront of her. Haha. Totally love the suspension!

Pretty adels and I. She is sucha sweetie!

Vice versa Joy popped by when I was working at the expo with adels while smsing me -_-"! Stupid girl...A surprise! I like! Love her so much! My dearest gem!

2006-10-01T01:43:00.000+08:00

A roller coaster ride

I have no idea what’s with me recently. I have been feeling pretty low lately. My mood is just like riding on a roller coaster, at one moment it was still high up in the sky, so carefree but at another, the change was done almost instantly; the angelic side changed to its darkest side; it was at the lowest of the darkest the next moment. But now I am feeling much better after having spilling everything out to Yaya, the idiot. Yes, she’s the somebody I have mentioned at my previous post, who I’ve accused of being unconcern and careless to me. It’s all misunderstanding. Blame it her la…She’s always so cool, never takes the initiative, that’s what I loathe about her the most, but what I can do? only to obediently accept it, who asks her to be the somebody I can’t afford to lose in my life. But one good thing is that I never have problem telling negative things about her to her, like how am upset am I with her, I can always speak my mind freely and never worries how she would react and got upset over it. There’s a bond and chemistry between us I guess. Heheee~ I am so much in love with my girlfrens!!! The special bonds and significant, they hold in my life. I love you my ladies!

2006-09-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

I feel very pressurized with a huge burden on my shoulders. I wish for the day when I can free myself from all these burdens. At my lowest, people who are always so close to me never asks a single word on what’s happening (don’t even mention a word of comfort and consolation). I am both very disappointed and hurt. When the people you’ve always thought to be the closest became to be unconcern and wouldn’t careless about you really hurt and pains your heart a lot. Those, whom I have never thought they cared and loved me, showered me with all concerns and care, which really moved me to tears. I must really thank my dearest girl, Jocelyn Sing. She’s the best I must really say. She has never fails to be there for me whenever I need a listening ear to bare my heart out. She has also never fails to give a helping hand on finding solutions to the problems that I am facing. I love you my dear! You’re my precious, my gem!!! I thank god for bringing u to me when I was fourteen till now and counting… and our friendship are still going strong! I love you my dearest!!!!

My love for you will never end! We will grow old and grey together!

I have to thank Jason tay and leesan too. Thanks for showering me the great concerns! Thank you so much pepos! Jason, you are a bro I look up upon to, thanks for showering me (and joy too) the great care and concern!!!

I wished for a better day to fall upon us.

crashing down.

2006-09-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd birthday to shwu huey!!!

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to shwu heuy
Happy birthday to you!!!

May you have the most beautiful and happiest bday ever!!!

My darling Joy came to accompany during my break from working. She was already at the control station platform and was about to board the train when I sms-ed her, asking her where she were.
My dummy actually came out and waited for me at a corner to have some light bites and chitty chatty yakking. Thank you so much my dear! So touched*0*

A spoilt one but our cam-whoring mood were not dampened by it!

The girl I hearts the most!

My poor darling undergoing this agony and having nothing much to do for her, it pains my heart alot. All I can do is to stay by her side and listen to her. I wish to yell, scream, smack, whip and knock that somebody to his sense, but I couldn't and can't even scold that person here, I can't reveal on the whole matter here either.

{Why can’t he understand the importance of her in his life?}

when working got too bored

Secretly snapped in the staff room, when nobody was around =X

While waiting for the damn freaking bus to arrive and fetch me to my most dreadful workplace

When a girl gets too bored, this is what she will do in order to kill the boredom, even when she's at home...LOL!

These were taken sometimes back, before heading working and when I was already late for work =X

Anyway, let me spill out something over here, itchness in me to do so. I miss my Jasmine girlie so much! She has tendered her resignation yesterday, as some bickering and misunderstanding arose between her and the HR manager. The HR manager is farking bitch la! A damn old maid! She used her authority to pick on the younger ones.WTF! At the first sight of her, I already have the urge to throw my shoes hard onto her face man! She made my girl tears so badly! My poor girl! And now I am left alone… I miss my jasmine girl!!! I wanna meet up soon with you and Anson!!!

Being contented with what you already have and not anticipating for more than what you should, definitely makes one happier together with a big grin on the face (*_^)! That’s what I’ve learned and gradually putting it onto practical.

2006-09-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

Canon Bright Answer 2006 @ Fullerton Hotel

The ballroom

Returned from work at the fullerton hotel. Working was absolutely awesome I must say. Met many gorgeous ladies from the modeling agency, they are such astonishing ladies.

Ann and US

The usual cam-whoring spot.

The cutie grandpa.

Jason and I.

It's definitely a fruitful experience for me having to work with the glamour babes and the alluring gentlemen and the successful business men. Woohooo~ had received a couples of name cards from the gentlemen, be it the CEO of a corporation, director, manager, chief of whatsoever and so on… they told me to give them a call, one of them is especially ridiculous, his wife was presented at the event too and yet he has the cheek to do sucha thing, soon after his wife left the ballroom, he hurried his way to squeeze his name card to me and asked me to give him a call. OMG. What's on earth is this? What has the world turning into? I was thinking ''hello?!?! What's on you people mind? Eyeing on an eighteen-year-old girl (mind you, I'm not yet eighteen)?'' they'd request for the contact number and luckily my agency personnel was there who had ''protected'' me throughout the entire two days event. Thank you so much I must say!!! Joy and I had also taken zillions of photos! And we have gotta it printed out instantly =) couples of canon sale personnel's clients have also requested photos of us taken with them, honored? Yeah…it depends on which client actually. Many guests have mistaken me as a primary or secondary school girl, they thought I don't looks like an eighteen-year-old girl. Wow~ For once I felt so young, Joy have always said that I look so much matured than her / my actual age. Great having my dark black hair back… hehe~

First night, the cocktail party

Many guests from various countries have attended the night event. It was my virgin experience of getting involved in such a grand party/ event. It was totally awesome! There were many business men, bosses, directors of the various corporation presented at the cocktail party. They have even invited a famous caucasian gentleman to host the entire cocktail party. The models were all beautifully dressed up in their cocktail gown, all of them look absolutely stunning! Envied in green! I seriously needs to get down with a extreme strict diet! OMG! FATS FATS FATS~ I so so wanna ditch away all these unwanted!

Second day at Canon's

some games/competitions held during the day

The prince charming of all ladies during the event. Tim, the host of the entire event.

Met up with Jocelyn before heading for work, as usual, I was late. I was feeling rather moody and random of thoughts kept running wildly in my mind, I was being very quiet and so was Jocelyn, we did not speak a single word to each other for the very first time throughout the entire journey in the train. I am very sorry my dear, I'm ain't upset with you or anything, as at certain point of time I tends to be like this, when I wishes to hide myself away from everybody. I'm utterly sorry. Zillions of apologies to you!

The babes!

Lyn (My soon-to-be aunt) and I

Anyways, Joy had finally fufilled her wish, which is to have a picture taken with Tim, the host/ MC for the entire two days event! Of cos' I did not let the chance slip away, I requested a pic taken with Tim too! Heeeheeeee~ He's darn charming! So gentlemanly he indeed is! He has(electric shock) smitten many ladies at the event unknowingly too. He is so so fetching can! Especially his charming voice which has never fails to cast a spell onto the ladies. We went wa wa wa for him~

Michelle, Amber and Jocelyn

Guan Zhong and US.

He's an IT manager.

This gentleman wanted to introduce his son to me, who is 26 years old, working as a doctor at Singapore general hospital. He asked me to leave my contact no if I am interested, but of cos' I did not. If I am around the age of 24 or so, I'll definitely welcome such invitation, well, just too bad I'm only eighteen. So I just smiled and quickly take my leave.

Chew lian and US!

Anyways, there are more project coming up, I might be working at, such as new launching of products at Zouk and MOS. Great! Isn’t it??? Cant wait to work for the upcoming show.

A great eye opener for both Jocelyn and I. We would love to have another work project on such in the near future.

2006-09-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

My blog seems to be growing cobwebs around. Hahs. Haven't got spared time to update my blog, as I was way too tightened up with my work and everything; having to reach home with extremely sore limbs and exhaustion, I always turn to my lovely bed for comfort. Soo… anyway, working has been pretty alrite, fun at times, sales wasn't as groovy though. My colleagues are all pretty awesome pepos. But crowds in the shop weren't as awesome for the past previous days(no flights huh?) nice working environment, and I simply heart working there. Anyway, in case you do not know, I am working in the airport. Have encountered different types of customer; be it the nasty one or the demanding one.

Anyways, today's yayness!!! I am out with my favourite girl, JOCELYN SING! Hui yu, you shared a similar name as her, however, you're not as fortunate as her, having such a lovely somebody, so am I. Nevertheless, you have me and I have gotta you! That's more than enough!

Searching high and low for the freaking company.

Yeah yeah, darling have bot me a pretty top and earrings from Bangkok! OMG! I so so loves it! Thank you so much my dearest! And I wore them for the entire day, thank goodness, darling have bot me this top otherwise I would be… shan't reveal it here thou. Hahs. so what we had done for the day:

Strolled at PS aimlessly to kill the boredom before heading to Newton for a job interview.

Went for an interview at Newton (had a freaking tough time searching for the ulu ulu place, ended up with getting on a cab).

The interview went pretty smoothly and we had officially gotten the job. Weeeheee~

Headed to bugis.

Decided to have mala steamboat for dinner, so off we went to beach road to have it. Yummy yummy~ spicy and hot! We love it so! Pleasant enviroment too.

Met this alluring mediacorp artist on the way, he was having mala steamboat too, but at another restaurant.

Had our tummy filled and satisfied, off we went to look for sherlyn's present.

Working with Joy at the fullerton hotel on this coming thurs and fri, can't wait. Yayness~

Alrite. So much for now. Good night sweeties.

2006-09-09T15:53:00.000+08:00

Soreness in my limbs.

Shall I review what I have been doing these days?

Thursday

Met up with the meanies, and crapped the entire day before they headed for school in the evening. I love their companies! We have so much to talk about, be it the past, present or the future. We have so many pacts, you see! Not one was fulfilled yet. Hahs. but we will, definitely, in the near future, am I not right to voice that, my dears??

The meanies, cam-whored at the usual spot. Never fails to have umpteen fun and laughters by just chilling and cam-whoring. Girls girls girls~~

Fugly me; w/o makeups for the entire day...EyeeeeeeeRRRrrrrrrr~

Soon-to-be brides. Awaiting for their prince charming to walk them down the aisle; witnessing their everlasting love. Sigh~ Wake up my girls!!!! No more princes and everlasting love!!!

And that was all for the day. I headed home while my girlies headed for their evening class.

Friday

Finally, met up with my girl, yiyun on fri, havent seen her for like ages!!! Miss this girl sooo soo much! Well, yakking yakking about her recent girlie's relationship, be it her girlfrens or boy frens. To realize that, what my girl is going through currently, was where I had once been too.

My girl, my love, whom I adores the most!

My girl headed to meet her girlfrens for lunch and I, met my darling, cos' I misses her heaps. Hahs.

I have to divulge that Joy and I have actually taken much more pics than what I've posted on. It could have allowed me to do more writing on what we have done for the day. Well, I am very fed up when Joy told me in her shaggiest voice 'I have accidentally deleted all the images in my cam.' You better kid me not my babe, I thought. I was totally devastated when I took the cam over and sees NO IMAGE wording on the screen. OMG! This is the second freaking time my dummy Joy had made this mistake. The pics we took at the yuki yaki restaurant, the breath-taking scenery at esplanade, the first experience of the strong sea-breeze, dues to its huge pouring aftermath, they were all dispersed into the air within a second, without sparing us a thought. WTF!!! Anyhow, we somehow managed to snap some pics with my cam this time, but the pics weren't as great as those that had been deleted off. No point crying over split milk anyways. So this is it, pepos.

While, we were cam-whoring on the stairs, at the esplanade, a guy approached us and requested to snap a pic with him using our cam. We were totally startled. He was trying to be cheeky, funny, whatsoever, you calls. Weirdo.

That wrapped up my wonderful day with my girlies! Love love love~

yada yada~

2006-09-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

The ladysss' play.

Hit the town with Joy on Monday and caught the movie, the devil wears prada. It's awesome!!! We had been yearning for this movie and finally. Absolutely dote on those gorgeous clothes, bags, heels, trench coats and not forgetting the classy, attitude boots. Totally adores them! Why can't Singapore have four seasons??? This would have allowed us to have a wider variety of splendid luxe fashion garb to wear out.

I'd give it 4.5 out of 5 candies for this movie. It's totally a girl's movie. However, guys who likes branded garb like Gucci, LV, prada, chanel, CD and the runway, I bet you'd like it most.

Anyway, my hair is black now, EXTREMELY black I meant. YUCKS!

My love, my lesbo, having her is far better than.....

After the movie, Joy and I walked all the way from PS to far east. I was actually hoping to get some pretty tops and dresses there, but to my enormous disappointment, none suits my liking and thus headed home empty handed, while Joy went to meet Ter. *sigh* Felt so wasted.

However, what cheers me up was I had finally gotta the novel that I've been craving for; At first sight by Nicholas Sparks. Nice! My current addiction. boooBoooossss~

That wrapped up the first day of shopping spree// movie-ing with Joy.

The second day. Shopping spreeeee~

Now, it's a girl's stuff, shopping, shopping and shopping, simply can't get tired with it. Boy, we just need more cash to shop. hahs.

The People's Park @ Chinatown.

The day started off at chinatown, we headed there to get some soon-to-be belts and they were hella cheapp ~ Thanks to Yawen's great recommendation. We actually had a biz plan in mind too, didn't we, my darling girl??? Hahs. Soon, you pepos, will find out what it's all about, I guess. Strolled around the malls, and happened to bump into Bjorn. He seems different, put on some weighs but I supposes he looks much better than in the past =X He was actually working for fossil watch, if I'm not wrong.

Anyhow, Joy and I hurried our way to bugis, we were feeling so hot and uncomfortable while on our way to the bugis street or bugis village? Whatever it calls, as the darn sun was freaking scorching, damn~ simply can't stand the humid, hot weather in spore. k ranting aside. The time seems to pass by so so slowly that when we had finished doing our shopping, it was just an hour or a lil' more diff from the time we arrived at the place. But, we were already feeling much exhausted, prolly, dues to, the humid weather and huge crowds; it's hols for both the pri and sec too, mind you.

As anticipated, we had received much weird glances and smileyys from passerby while taking all these self-obession pics.

Since we had nothing left to to do, we headed to SLSq and looked for my fren, kelvin to help us with doing the application stuffs for our coming part time job. And I'm starting working as soon as this coming sat. GOD! I dread it as much as I loves having more cash.

We almost brought this reddy jumper from bugis. It's hella cheapp~ But, we jolly well knew that we will never wear it out even if we'd brought it.

Last pic of the fun-filled day~

Love my girlie the most~

Love love Love~~~

2006-09-04T03:33:00.000+08:00

Torment aftermath!

Finally, the completions of all papers! HURRAY! Yupppieeee~ can't be any happier than enjoying this moment; though it was just typing inertly on the cold-blooded keyboard - as all stress and burden of the exams had been loaded off my shoulders, it is so much lighter now. Anyways, this morning was my worst morning ever, I bet. I was so late for the exams when I first stepped out of my house this morning and when I had already boarded the bus, I then came to realise that I had actually forgotten my entry proof slip. Darn! I was worrying sick. Immediately, screamed Jamie for help. You'd better have it, I've never tried not bringing it to the exams hall - that was what Jamie told me. OMG! Left with no alternatives, I called dad and asked him to drive me to school, if not I would definitely be so late for the exams and thus would be banned from taking the paper. Hailed a car immediately and hurried home. Darn. I've never felt this unlucky, even the cab driver said so, every street he drove pass, the traffic would turned red, darn, in another words, and more waits and stops. Gosh! After all these rotten luck thingy taken place, everything resumed to its normal pace. Reached school rather early, but I was feeling sickening unwell. But, anyhow, business com paper was great! The best I can say, among all the threes. Thank god Kwoks had shown us the example of the minutes written, if not I bet most of us would have screwed it.
Today announced the start of my holiday! Hurray! Can I be any happier? Yes! Of cos' I can. If anybody gives me a billion dollar, so will I.

Anyways, headed to work upon completion of the paper and had to drop the date with my 4-in-love girlies to the Kbox. Wasted! Working was absolutely boring I must say, not even one sale was closed, can it be any worst? Not much potential customers. But glad that there were two nice gentlemen (forgotten their names..oPps!) who crapped with me for hrs and diminished the boredom. Haha. And ya, dean came to accompany me during the break. I thought he came alone, which was what he told me over the phone, but surprisingly he came with the companions of Jason Ong and Zaeem. Darn shocked! Due to my bad eyesight I wasn't clear with the image I've seen infront of me, thought that I couldn't recognize Jason, Aiya, was just too surprised to see him. They tried to persuade me to quit working and to go off to Little India with them. I was puzzled, so asked why Little India? As mystery as they ever were; it's a place to relax yourself, you will like it. That was what they told me. I declined their willfulness of cos'. It was then they said that they will speak to my ''supervisor'' on my behalf to take a few hours off earlier from work. God! After persuading them for some time, they decided to ''let me off''. Haha. My dear boys.

That was all for the day, I thought.

PS: Jason I think it should be the time for you to change a new hairstyle, your current hairstyle seriously makes you looks darn bengs. How can a taekwondo champ produce such an image? And your beard, you should really shave them off regularly. If not…..

Enough say. Good nighty pepos!

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2006-09-01T02:34:00.000+08:00

The affairs of the heart; the unholy mess
I foresees a numerous of obstacles on this coming relationship that I might get involve in. a worriment. Something that I'm not keen in, thus do I have to dwell over it, gives all my attentions and saddens myself in the end with all these unnecessary nonchalant stuffs? Character wise, the words he uses, the empty promise he gave and the lists goes on. So what if he is genuine?

However, too much lavish wordings can be interpreted as lacking of sincerity. Then what do I wants and needs in actual? To be frank, I wants and needs things to go exactly with the way I planned, well, which barbie don't? But, often, things doesn't and won't go the same way. That's when impulsive side of me got overwhelmed; nuts decision would be made almost instantly without a second thought.

Getting involves into a romance doesn't only consist of being genuine to the other parties. It consists of many other elements. Can I accept his imperfection? Can I ride through the rock bottom moments with him? Those that we might face in the near future?

Either do I have the answer.

I've reached a decision, which is to give this affairs of the heart a miss. But why am I still agonising over it? Beats me. This is what baffles me too.

2006-08-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

Finally, two papers had been done; POA and POM are over. Had management paper today, darn, I've totally screwed it up. The management skills that I knows, I did not pen it all down, thus result in reduction of marks. Gosh! I cannot even think properly during the exam. Mental blockage I had. Was feeling totally sick and shagged! I only had a mere two hours of sleep in the previous night, well, I have to admit, I brought it upon myself. Last min of mugging ain't good. I've learnt my lesson in a hard way. Hahs. So, I'm definitely gonna mug my business com earlier, and not to wait till the last min and then panicked madly. Anyways, my CA results had been released, not my desired results though. HUGE SIGH! And I have totally screwed my management, which spells worst grade that I might have attained. Darn!

The results look like this;

Business Communication – B+, Management – B, Accounting – A.

I need a break; a lil' getaway would be an absolute fab one!

2006-08-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

It's 3.32 am now. I am still wide awake from doing all the darn accounting revision. Man! The upcoming of the exams are just soo soo nervous-racking, totally dread it. Why is there exams in this world?!?! Which irksome had had invented this thing, which brings much hassle to the human beings. Darn it!

Huge sigh for me! Anyhow, all these ranting wouldn't get me anywhere either, facing the exams is a cannot-run-away-fact, which is barely a 24hrs away thingy that I am battling with. OMG~ I seriously needs to unwind!!!!

Can't wait for the one month break from all the studies, which spells, having my beautiful life back! Wooohoooo~

2006-08-24T14:19:00.000+08:00

The magicians of love is such a romantic chinese series to catch. Their storylines are so touching, couldn't help but moved to tears. Gosh! I totally dig such dramas! Pepos who loves to watch such drama ought to catch it, never gave it a miss, cos' you will regret if you don't! Teeeeheeee teeeheeee. Spent two consecutives days catching the entire drama and had also sacrificed my beauty sleep. It's all worth it though. Hohooooo~

My dear Michelle, you should be mugging your life away for the upcoming exams instead of happily immersed yourself in a romantic drama and naively hopes that such touching scene will take place in your life. Wake up!!! It never happened it the reality. Never will I meet sucha wonderful guy~ Not only one but two. It is able to bring a feeling of utter happiness to me even thou so. Hahs. Self-indulgence eh~

This is also one of the best among all the Taiwan idol dramas that I've seen. I don't really watch Taiwan idol drama, which is often dragging and long-winded. But this is different pepos. I love it so!

Currently, I am watching this Korean series, my lovely sam soon. It's so nice! Love love love~ totally grooved on watching tvss!!! Call me a drama queen~ haha

My Lovely Sam-Soon.

Pretty A-yumi and I. bOOOHOOoooosss~

Cam-whoring =s

I should be mugging for the upcoming exams, whereas I am still lingering in the relaxing mood, yearning for the upcoming hols, instead of the exams! Totally dread it so much!!! Just like Joy, I totally don't have the motivation to mug and get my arse set on the chair for hours in doing all the revision for a consecutives of days. Dead~ anyhow, I will find zillion of ways to get myself fully prepared for the battle! Go go jia you!!!

Good luck and the all best to whoever is mugging miserably for the exams. All the way pepos! Strive for the best!!!

2006-08-23T00:25:00.000+08:00

Study week starts today. On the following tues, which is a week later, I will be having my first paper, accounting. Dead~ A challenging one. Anyways, cast all whining on the exams aside, let me update my meanies with all the pics that they have been asking for. Had a wonderful afternoon spent with my girlies, and I'm yearning for more time to spare and spend it with you girls. Have to bear till my exams end and that's when the date of nad's eighteenth bday will be drawing near. Wheeeheeee~ a bday bash eh? Tell me your plans!

Now let the pictures tell you how much fun we had.

we really did study, however, our perseverance span didn't last us long. Boooobooo~

That's the moody me, being so moody even when pics of me were snapped by naddy. I didn't want to, she threatened me with a knife on my neck!!!

Well, like what I've mentioned earlier on, I was feeling pretty moody initially, because of the stupid accounting assignment given that couldn't be solved. Darn it! Plus the pepos sitting beside our table were uttering so loudly, as if we were invisible and deaf. ABHOR THEM! Shit such pepos a big time! However, the girlies have their way to cheer me up and make me go wild all over. Haha. Thanks for being so understanding and patient with my ill temper all the time. Love you dear!

The meanies.

I wanna to kiss you~said Nad. Yucks! But I don't~I replied. Haha. Nad, you know I love you.

My eyes were closed and yaya's were wide opened.

This time, yaya's beautiful eyes were half closed and mine were widely opened. Haha.

Cam-whores.

US. The meanies.

Yaya and I. Nad and I.

Candid shot by the aloof Yaya. Sexy gullible nad and I.

I loves her as much as she loves me.

Last pic of the day. Bid goodbye~

In your heart, do you hold me in high regards?

2006-08-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hi, everybody!!!

Just wanna share something meaningful to you pepos, the kind souls (*_^)!!!

Just $40 will help to feed and care for 8 children in East Timor and Southern Africa for an entire month.

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If possible, please do visit the World Vision 40 Hours Famine website http://www.40hourfamine.com.au/ and click on Donate Here.

All donations are tax deductible and the minimum amount of donation is $2.
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Please do help the needy. Thank you very much!

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